Another 30min and it'll be "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CONNIE BABE!!" Long long time since I really chat with her. She is always studying these days.......and for the past few months I have been easily "missing in action". Sooo quite miss her sometimes, BUT i don't miss her suan-ing hor. BABE: happy happy 24th birthday, DON suan me ok, I AM NOT A JEALOUS BABE anymore. :P May u find ur true happiness soon, and free from all the never-ending work issues. AND GOOD LUCK for ur exams! Try hard for ur last lap........... <3>
Today is the first day after dono how many donkey years that I sit down and talk to client. erm. I was tongue-tight! I think I was worse than those G1s in KP now...haha. I felt so embarrassed for some reason. The client was talking soooo fast I can't "look zai3" anymore, cos i was kinda flustered when I can't catch wad she says. And my brain was not thinking fast enough to ask the right questions there and then. :( I can't even find the right words to phrase my questions. "audit is just like playing the piano.....it comes with PRACTICE!" bah. *shit many* I need to buck...i NEED. felt lousy and idiotic. REALITY IS BACK!!
Lunch-ed with Ling. I think ling, u really must think for urself. People can give u many advice....but ultimately, u can only do things u yourself believe in. Just like I gave u the analogy about giving a speech. U can never present a speech convincingly if that script is written by someone else. I'm sure u know yourself best and u noe wad is impt to u........don be caught up with all the "urgent and important" things. If u spend 24 hrs a day settling these things...u are just like fighting fire. Where and how are u gg to find time and energy to think of your plan? or even find out "WHO" u actually r?
Received email from HJ. Another issue abt life.......everyone, including me, is experiencing our quarter life crisis in one way or another. Mian Mian is another one............ :( sigh. WHY? Some are facing problems with relationship....some career...some family, some friends. For me...no one actually understand, that mine is with regards to friends. No one knows rite? I also don wanna elaborate. To all my friends out there....I do the best I can towards u, everyone of u. I'm glad that u have high expectations of me, becos u care. :) I'm sorry if I do not meet up to your expectations sometimes.....but trust me, I already tried. sometimes, I wonder....given my nature, I easily have very very close friends. But....with this closeness come expectations, which I may not be able to maintain "my standard" when more things come into my life. I still care, but maybe it's a fact...that I may have less energy or time sometimes. I'm glad my friends still care abt me! thanks....... :)
I'm going to dear's self-proclaim messy house this coming Friday. Yap...I'm excited!! (to clean up your house???) Thanks dear, for the love. I feel it. I miss u still...as much as the first day we got together. 加油哦！I believe we'll survive all kinds of obstacles, cos I believe in us. hugs.
Time to slp. night night!
Today is the first day after dono how many donkey years that I sit down and talk to client. erm. I was tongue-tight! I think I was worse than those G1s in KP now...haha. I felt so embarrassed for some reason. The client was talking soooo fast I can't "look zai3" anymore, cos i was kinda flustered when I can't catch wad she says. And my brain was not thinking fast enough to ask the right questions there and then. :( I can't even find the right words to phrase my questions. "audit is just like playing the piano.....it comes with PRACTICE!" bah. *shit many* I need to buck...i NEED. felt lousy and idiotic. REALITY IS BACK!!
Lunch-ed with Ling. I think ling, u really must think for urself. People can give u many advice....but ultimately, u can only do things u yourself believe in. Just like I gave u the analogy about giving a speech. U can never present a speech convincingly if that script is written by someone else. I'm sure u know yourself best and u noe wad is impt to u........don be caught up with all the "urgent and important" things. If u spend 24 hrs a day settling these things...u are just like fighting fire. Where and how are u gg to find time and energy to think of your plan? or even find out "WHO" u actually r?
Received email from HJ. Another issue abt life.......everyone, including me, is experiencing our quarter life crisis in one way or another. Mian Mian is another one............ :( sigh. WHY? Some are facing problems with relationship....some career...some family, some friends. For me...no one actually understand, that mine is with regards to friends. No one knows rite? I also don wanna elaborate. To all my friends out there....I do the best I can towards u, everyone of u. I'm glad that u have high expectations of me, becos u care. :) I'm sorry if I do not meet up to your expectations sometimes.....but trust me, I already tried. sometimes, I wonder....given my nature, I easily have very very close friends. But....with this closeness come expectations, which I may not be able to maintain "my standard" when more things come into my life. I still care, but maybe it's a fact...that I may have less energy or time sometimes. I'm glad my friends still care abt me! thanks....... :)
I'm going to dear's self-proclaim messy house this coming Friday. Yap...I'm excited!! (to clean up your house???) Thanks dear, for the love. I feel it. I miss u still...as much as the first day we got together. 加油哦！I believe we'll survive all kinds of obstacles, cos I believe in us. hugs.
Time to slp. night night!
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