Today was a confusing day...I can't blog abt it here, but I WAN TO SCOLD THAT GUY LAH~ Made me run arnd in office wear, NICE make-up (I PUT MASCARA AND EYE LINER ok! I thought i look GORGEOUS....duh), carrying dance shoes and clothes, thinking that I can go dance after the "thing"....who noes he MADE A MISTAKE! So...I had EXTRA time doing nothing and nowhere to go, no one to accompany me. So I took a bus back home, and change...and left the house for dance within half an hour. wad the FISH~ shit many! Today was soo important to me, can't even sleep well yesterdae. STILL, the most impt thing is....I TOT I LOOK NICE TODAY! ended up looking nice for the passers-by to see only lah. Stupidddddd

Luckily dance saved my day. Our steps were so much better now that the competition is just 4 days away. Like the pink costume. It's v fitting....and the effect was quite good when I do my turns. Finally desmond understands the meaning of "don stop your body movement", which teacher has repeated himself erm... a million times? PLEASE SAY thanks to me...I told him "it means, don care where your body is, don let ur body follow ur leg directions...cos they are meant to be separated during the move! just let go of ur body and let it move to wherever it wans and just control your leg directions!" AND bingo!!!! He got it immediately. WOW~

I haven't packed my luggage....Gotta do it tml already. If not I've got no more time.....I still can't get over the CHALET thingy. Babes and hunks are ALLLL gg to happiness at the chalet this weekend, and cos of comps...I sacrificed my happiness. I am gg to feel so left out. U ALL better pretend that NO photos have been taken during the stay. Pretend that the chalet sux without me, and make me feel important please. Pretend that without me, the world stop revolving ok? U all are gg to cycle....blade...and play cards eat titbits right??? i want................i want lahz. Please, someone organise another one for me. here, i wanna SCOLD andy, for not asking ME when i prefer the chalet to be, and den just BOOK. I won't won't won't forgive U! *fuming and smoke is rushing OUT of my ears, nostrils, and ass hole*

*wadever* I am gg to be ok! Lucks to me....for this weekend, and NEXT WED. Oh...and tml...hope my manager will be KIND to me.

Hope you are alright. I believe that good things are waiting for you.........it just takes time. ok?