things left unsaid....so damaging

My heart was crying.....but I have wiped away the tears. Thanks for the sms....I believe things will work out just fine. I wonder why this happened.....when I tried to protect us so much. Maybe becos I was over protective...or maybe problems are just bound to surface. Didn't know how u felt...i forgot u are just a human, u will be tired... I forgot what u told me at the start...now i remember. Have I been lousy? I have tried, but not enough..... Don't be upset. Hurtful words may remain....but not long. I will forget them soon.....we have sucha long way to go.....ok?

I miss my sisters seriously.Been sucha long time i see their beautiful FACES. Ping, Ling, Na...it was such happiness in my heart when I sat down with them and talk abt job, relationship, friends. I hope all of u are doing fine, and find ur own happiness soon. It was soooo funny, hearing them describe how Ade fell into that stretch of potted plants in front of the stage. That's clumsy !!! But poor ade ....... it must have hurt so much. *shit* I am laughing now, i know that's mean...but Ade, I still love u.

*na, ping, me, ling*

My cousin fainted. Poor girl, I hope u are ok....just went to visit her at SGH. She looks fine, but I wonder what causes her frequent black-out. Take care...Den it was dance at Radin Mas. Teacher taught us to create music from our feet...not to dance to the music, and not to dance to the beat....Tough one. But, i guess that's wad dancing is abt. I know he doesn't read blogs...but, I thank him for his patience. I know we disappoint u so very often nowadays.....please don give up on us......I will persevere no matter what. Anywaysss....thanks ashley. For the passport to the FLOWER CLIQUE. But...............I spoilt it lah!! I din mean to! How long are we gg to be together? Babes...my eyes tear whenever I think of parting one day. No more tea breaks, no more long lunches, no more shopping at charles and keith. No more calling each other in office...and no more toilet gossips. No more running around in the office on a friday night, waiting to go ktv....no more hilarious courses together. No more passing of little notes during courses......I LOVE U ALL....... I am feeling emotional now. Hug me. Tata~

*see this flower? from ASH! only babes got it!*

*I hope u are feeling better now...I love u*