I'm sure I won't be attending tomorrow's xmas dinner. What a spoiler....
Getting someone to help me with the gift then...
And I won't get the pressie frm my angel...
*disappointment*

Had a little tiff. I am REALLLLY feeling shitty. I hate this.

Again, I haven't really solved my problem. Why can't I just go ahead and decide my own path? Why does my decision always have sucha high chance of hurting my close ones? Mom told me to go ahead with the things I wanna do...when I am still young. But, I need to assess...is this really worth it? Or...in the first place, I am not in any wrong and I shouldn't be so emotional?