I guess I shall not update till ...

- family issue is clear
- life goes back to normal

ultimately....when my mind is clear and am ready to set off again.

It won't take long, just a few days...cos I know I can do it. At some points in life, things get really messy and you become blinded and I guess the worst feeling is to lose control of yourself...losing yourself...in the midst of changes around you.

For a start, I will need some peace, at work, and at home.
If I can be transparent to all, I wish I could tell each and everyone of you that my priority in life is to be happy, and true to myself...there are more important things than to be involved in meangingless mind games.