It's the time to set resolutions for the new year again. I'm glad that things are getting better and better for me every year, as I continue to stay focused on the important things in life. I know that sometimes I get swayed, or get demoralised, but at the end of the day, I still persisted and I know I will get there.
In this new year, the obvious change is going to be my marital status. The good thing is that I have seen so many of my close friends getting married these few years that I don't find myself being the first to experience this change, and at least I can get advise from these friends, be it on the wedding preparation or marriage life in general. Still, with all these...I can't help but feel a little scared and confused, even though I have been looking forward to this day. I cant bear to leave home, and being physically away from my parents and my beloved dogs. Although I do have plans to bring my dogs over for a few days a week, things are no long the same anymore. I am so afraid of these changes, but who says changes arent for the better? :) The second most fearful item: dance. I will continue with my dream, but with more commitments...time is going to be very difficult to manage. But I know that I want to achieve much more in this new year in terms of dance...with the new plans and new set of teachers I have now. At work, to do well is given. So, that will be very challenging for me as well...since without my career, there will be no dance, no money, no happiness. :( I guess, I will just do my best in whatever area given to me in this new year, without getting too stressed up with work. I know stress wont help.
Recognising the above is good enough. And I shall not set too many resolutions this year, but just have one: To embrace changes and manage changes with courage. Take things as they come, stay positive, and make the best out of everything. :D
Wedding preparation wise, things are generally on track. Venue has been settled, Bridal gown is already in the making, prewedding photoshoot scheduled in first week of May, wedding bands bought. Outstanding matters are the actual day pg and videographer, guest list, and to understand what I need for the traditional chinese wedding ceremony...and THE HOUSE.
K. That is a lot of things happening.... overwhelmed.
In this new year, the obvious change is going to be my marital status. The good thing is that I have seen so many of my close friends getting married these few years that I don't find myself being the first to experience this change, and at least I can get advise from these friends, be it on the wedding preparation or marriage life in general. Still, with all these...I can't help but feel a little scared and confused, even though I have been looking forward to this day. I cant bear to leave home, and being physically away from my parents and my beloved dogs. Although I do have plans to bring my dogs over for a few days a week, things are no long the same anymore. I am so afraid of these changes, but who says changes arent for the better? :) The second most fearful item: dance. I will continue with my dream, but with more commitments...time is going to be very difficult to manage. But I know that I want to achieve much more in this new year in terms of dance...with the new plans and new set of teachers I have now. At work, to do well is given. So, that will be very challenging for me as well...since without my career, there will be no dance, no money, no happiness. :( I guess, I will just do my best in whatever area given to me in this new year, without getting too stressed up with work. I know stress wont help.
Recognising the above is good enough. And I shall not set too many resolutions this year, but just have one: To embrace changes and manage changes with courage. Take things as they come, stay positive, and make the best out of everything. :D
Wedding preparation wise, things are generally on track. Venue has been settled, Bridal gown is already in the making, prewedding photoshoot scheduled in first week of May, wedding bands bought. Outstanding matters are the actual day pg and videographer, guest list, and to understand what I need for the traditional chinese wedding ceremony...and THE HOUSE.
K. That is a lot of things happening.... overwhelmed.
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