Weekend was...THIS rushed. But eventful~

1) Pre-weekend Friday: Last Latin training @ Tampines before the BIG day....The 19th Lion City IDSF Dancesport Championship held on 26th August. It was so stressful thinking of those Thailand, Indo, and Phillipinos who just have so much energy on the dance floor.....but I guess the pressure did me good. Did alot during that short 1 1/2 hours...nah, the damn superdance shoes were way too soft for my feet....and I sprained my ankle like TWICE? I kept silent abt it though....*now u knoe, my partner!* I am gg to get the International Dance shoes instead, gona cost me another 195....teacher says it provides better support for my feet and better balance too! Then dragged my feet all the way to Civil Service Club for more practice...BAllroom. Cos coincidentally, the KL comp is on 27th lah~ den it was home at abt 11pm, and I had more packing to be done.....COsmetics, Hairdo, gel......Sleeep.

2) Saturday: Woke up at 6am. Praise me please. I never wake up at this weeee hour unless there is a comp. I just feel energetic...or issit stress...cos i gota do my hair. Yes, I took ONE hour to tie my hair that day, with almost ONE whole container of goodlook super hard gel on every inch of my hair, and this Jap brand superhard hairspray. Yes, my head feels like a STONE.
*and btw, this is the day when BABEs and HUNks went for their happiness chalet with ME, without ME! Babe took so many UGLY photos to H.L at me (hao-lian btw...), but oh pls, I am not jealous...i am just..............VERY jealous. Still, happiness MANY me now, nothing can destroy my happiness. Try harder please...*
-continue- den it was competition at Swissotel. 52 couples in all....1st round at 930am. It was like, warming up session, and I felt soo nua3 lah. Spot light blurring my vision, and yaaa...I was blocked by this idiotic couple on the floor. They were literally dancing and POSING between me and shenhong lah! We were dancing ok!!!! And we were at one corner and I was sooo afraid that the judges couldn't see me....so without fail, we got into the next round. 2nd round was perfect. Never did I dance my Rhumba tat well b4. It must be the ppl competing in my Heats lah...so strong. I was very very pressurized...haha. So now i noe. Me dance better with good couples arnd. lalala. Third round...WAS BAD BAD BAD BAD. I blacked out 2 times...for each dance. total? 4 times. I sat there, hating myself. Din even dared to check the score board for the results. Tot that was the end~ Jonathan came telling 'u got in too!!' and I teared!! Thanks for tat chance, really. I did my best in the Semis, but the foreigners were too strong to beat. A lot of pushing and blocking during the semis, but one great achievement: me and shenhong had sooo much 'silent communication' to do on the floor, but we did it! good work, shenhong. Way more to go... Then, it was home for some rest b4 taking the 7 pm bus to KL....zzzzzzzzz

SOo, thanks dear. U picked me up to golden mile, and I was soo touched to see u carrying the BBQ Jack and Jill chips. U never failed to make me smile~ it was so much love...thanks again. No ringgit with me, and U gave me money...which I SPENT on some bubble gum. I got caught btw, at the spore custom. Yes, ppl, say "stupid".... Ok...so reached KL at 1 am. And the CAB DRIVER demanded a 20 ringgit for just a short trip. Ended up...WALKED to hotel. and for ur info...my hair, was.....still stoned. Cos I din wanna re-tie it the next day. sleeepppp till 9am the following day.

3) Sunday: My virgin try for Novice Standard category. DESMOND DID NOT TIE HIS SHOELACE! the music started and...this guy's lace was not tied. I signalled to him, and ya, HE bent down in the middle of the dance floor and tied his laces! nm...we did ok-ly...for waltz. MY loser turn for the next dance. I lifted my legs way too high and stepped on my skirt for Quickstep. I stopped to get that skirt out of my way!!! Den forget here and there...soo 18 couples danced for semis....and I was prepared to be OUT. oh, thanks AGAIN. I was in the finals. ask desmond HOW HAPPY and SURPRISED i was...when we queued for the finals, my teacher PUT ON HIS SPECS and din believe his eyes ok. hahaha. we did extremely well for the finals...

Results: we got 3rd. VERY unexpected seriously. the best thing....I won this couple who is in pre-amp. VERY happy indeed. Maybe the judge cock-eye that day...but nm, thanks for the motivation....results isn't everything, but it was indeed an encouragement. Thanks teacher! I will work harder, and not let u down...

4) today.....a call at 8.59am....and I AM HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye bye K**G

*we took photos at the locker, cos we were making FAR too much noise*
*luckily i came back fast enuff for the pic, if not lEavE ME out again*
*FANCL sales in action*
*see this bitchy salesgirl...ACT auditor*
*in memories of her LOCKER which is gg to transfer hands soon*

today i super ZB....still must AB. Hahaa.....ling bought camera and we took many idiotic pics again. Just back frm wang jiao. Had good fun with Adrian baobei and babe. Gossiped abt Lihong, hahaha.....how perverted he is. Where got this kinda person one, so UN-MAN.

Stupid ling and ash babe wearing the SAME top lor. Suit also same color, think they look good. Actuallie look like some salesgirl from cosmetic counter. But still....think the salesgirls got better skin lah, hahahahaha!!!

Nah......................anywaes, i was so so so boliao till I went to the washroom JUST TO MAKE UP lah. dono for who to see. hahahaha.

*i am waiting for tonight...............*

This stupid elephant came trampling on MY FOOT

*bridal photo shot....i love baobei...'s CAP*

*ME YY LING*

*The papparazzis are after us....we r just doing charity, give us a break lah*

*deperately trying to cover each other's ugly faces. I WIN!*

*me and baobei sitting beside the LUBBISH BIN at KFC*

*covergirl finalist!*

Today was a confusing day...I can't blog abt it here, but I WAN TO SCOLD THAT GUY LAH~ Made me run arnd in office wear, NICE make-up (I PUT MASCARA AND EYE LINER ok! I thought i look GORGEOUS....duh), carrying dance shoes and clothes, thinking that I can go dance after the "thing"....who noes he MADE A MISTAKE! So...I had EXTRA time doing nothing and nowhere to go, no one to accompany me. So I took a bus back home, and change...and left the house for dance within half an hour. wad the FISH~ shit many! Today was soo important to me, can't even sleep well yesterdae. STILL, the most impt thing is....I TOT I LOOK NICE TODAY! ended up looking nice for the passers-by to see only lah. Stupidddddd

Luckily dance saved my day. Our steps were so much better now that the competition is just 4 days away. Like the pink costume. It's v fitting....and the effect was quite good when I do my turns. Finally desmond understands the meaning of "don stop your body movement", which teacher has repeated himself erm... a million times? PLEASE SAY thanks to me...I told him "it means, don care where your body is, don let ur body follow ur leg directions...cos they are meant to be separated during the move! just let go of ur body and let it move to wherever it wans and just control your leg directions!" AND bingo!!!! He got it immediately. WOW~

I haven't packed my luggage....Gotta do it tml already. If not I've got no more time.....I still can't get over the CHALET thingy. Babes and hunks are ALLLL gg to happiness at the chalet this weekend, and cos of comps...I sacrificed my happiness. I am gg to feel so left out. U ALL better pretend that NO photos have been taken during the stay. Pretend that the chalet sux without me, and make me feel important please. Pretend that without me, the world stop revolving ok? U all are gg to cycle....blade...and play cards eat titbits right??? i want................i want lahz. Please, someone organise another one for me. here, i wanna SCOLD andy, for not asking ME when i prefer the chalet to be, and den just BOOK. I won't won't won't forgive U! *fuming and smoke is rushing OUT of my ears, nostrils, and ass hole*

*wadever* I am gg to be ok! Lucks to me....for this weekend, and NEXT WED. Oh...and tml...hope my manager will be KIND to me.

Hope you are alright. I believe that good things are waiting for you.........it just takes time. ok?

Ling is sitting beside me and I refuse to see my file till 10 minutes later. Ling is sick........sick sick sick. Tender liaoz, happiness many! And....she just scolded me "Lousy Shit". Why are there so many SICK pple around? tell me why........I am agitated. DON COME NEAR ME. I am feeeling random, my mind is not organised. I say wadever comes to my mind. Pardon me, this blog is so gona be RANDOM. I sooo wanna post those ZOOOOOO pics, but Ling is so SICK. Photos are with her. Nm, go check out Conniebabe's bloggie, for a quick preview of OUR goodie bags and idiotic pics. I shaall buck up and post them soon!

Sat: I felt so independent. Went alone to Kimage for my hair treatment and trimming. I actualli WOKE up on my own and dragged myself to kimage. I am so happy that I saved money by not rebonding half of my head, which costs the same as the whole head. GoDddddd. $290 lor! Den it was dance again......tried on my ballroom costume, and my new ballroom shoes. Argh, I keep stepping on my skirt lah. Imagine ting ting falling FLAT on the ground with my partner on top during competition. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooo.

It was late late after dance, and i BEGGED u to bring me mum mum. Been a really good girl mah......so i deserve food! Love my boy~

Sunday: Went to pray to gong gong......mom teared in front of the ancestral 牌 (pardon me, i dono wad issit called). Treasure ur loved ones when they are still around......

Then uncle samuel sent me to dance at tampines. Good! I enjoyed the session that afternoon. Had supper with ling at West Coast Mac. She picked me up from Ginza plaza, I have to say WOW to her driving this time..................not her PARKING. k lah, blame it on the car beside her lot lar, cos she used it as a gauge. So it's SLANTED.

Wooohooo! I just got good news...........wish me more luck!

My legs are tired, so is my back and neck and everywhere that exist on my body. Weekends are tiring when there is so much dancing to do...I just decided to just spend ONE weekend after next week's comp doing NOTHING at home and rot for two days. I've got so much to blog about, so many feelings to express...but my mind refuse to organise my thoughts for me now. So, i shall summarise my activities....

Friday:
It was KPMG community day and we went to the ZOO! It was a very very happy with the girls.......so happy taking photos tt were so idiotic. But the photos are with connie and ling, so sick~ the pictures. Haha....we ended up NOT talking to the old folks and stealing their goodie bags. hee...me ling and yy zao4 halfway about 230...and me went to ling's house. I SLEPT all the way till 5 plus, and really smell like shit lah. I got to reach outrum at 705pm...dancing at civil service club. That night was marathon for me....latin ballroom latin ballroom...but it trained my stamina...ALOT. i felt the result this afternoon during latin lesson. Casey alternated rhumba n chacha and I could take it. But NOT after ballrm lesson when i danced at West coast again. I was completely ..... energy-less.


Ai ya......i am an idiot. I am too tired to type now. I stop here liaoz.

*I'm gg to miss u so much when I am not around....this weekend...*

Happiness MANY!! It's was sooo much happiness having lunch with the babes...........pass baton-ed with BABE and BAOBEI...it was so childish. Even attempted to pass baton with ERNEST, duh!! EQUALLY childish lah~ That ASHLEY babe huh.......not gg genting with us. NO MORE LUV. *hmmph* And....I WAS LEFT OUT OF THE CAR RIDE TO THE ZOO! To connie babe: UR boyfriend stays in REDHILL hor...........why must he SQUEEZE his big butt into grace's car and leave ting ting out!!!!!!! Maybe I shld practice the first come first serve method and wait at the pick-up point for grace early early....so that I can hop onto it, leaving NO space for ERNEST. hahahahahah...............but.......never mind, the considerate me won't do that. U ALL happiness loh. Let me sacrifice myself bah~ *tear flows out of ting's eyes*

SO, I've decided on the $700 piece. Pink color again.........

Nite. I'm gg to sleep. Thanks soo much my dear~

Had report writing course today. This is the BEST course I've attended, and I'm really glad that I woke up early enough to attend it without being late! In fact, I was early. The course coordinator was an Ang Moh...who had my full attention from 830am - 445pm, minus tea breaks and lunch breaks.....what an achievement. Say wow please, cos ting's attention span is normally......a pathetic ONE hour.

This coordinator miraculously made me want to sleep less. He said : "human beings should be awake when the sun is up!" "In the morning, on the way to work, don't nap on the train! Do sth that you normally won't have the time to do. Read a book, read a magazine, listen to music....you wanna sleep, do it on the bed!" haha.....I like this one~

Then he taught us how to write effectively. I can't imagine I can write a management letter point in less than 10 minutes! soo proud of myself when I did that exercise on drafting management letter points. I realise....I can do it too....chey~ not so hard afterall lah. See the who who who always spend so much time drafting ML...machiam very cheem....BLEH.

Anyway, i am significantly happier today. I've got my plans all laid down...finally started to think for myself....and think with a stronger mind. I can't be THIS weak....my mind is not weak. yeh... :) Btw, bought a pair of shoes together with Patricia this afternoon...and gosh, I TOOK HER SHOES HOME BY MISTAKE! now i got to bring it from home tml all the way to office so tt i can exchange with her....can someone wake that sotong ting up? Then it was dance....finally I did my quickstep with the damn music. Gona meet up with this lady tml and try on her ballroom costume. Hopefully that $200 piece will be as nice as the $700 piece...so that I won't buy the $700 one!!!! Pray hard. *praying*....................*done*

SLeeping time. Lucks to ting ting tml! She'll be fine.

I am currently feeling:
1) demoralised
2) Stressed
3) LOUSY
4) disappointed
5) tired
6) silly
7) unlucky

Don tell me I am being paranoid......but my luck hasn't been good these days!!! What has happened? Why is it that everything I do seem to have so many obstacle, it's just sooo rough for me. Don tell me to count myself lucky for all the things I have, yes, I am just a spoilt brat who wants my way ok?

Thanks bloggie, you saved my day. Feeling relieved after hitting my poor keyboard......*phew*
Goodnight.

This is specially dedicated to Ash Babe:

There is nothing wrong with loving someone. There are only three outcomes in loving someone truely.....get hurt, hurt others, or find true happiness from giving him your entire heart. There is no turning back....dun ask when you'll jump out of this darkness...dun ask who can pull you out of this darkness. You can choose who you wanna be with, but not who you truely love. If you decide to give, be prepared to get hurt... But bare in mind ash.....no matter how difficult it is, how sad you are, things happen for a reason....maybe you are not strong enuff? You need to learn from this. And for wadever that happens, it is definitely going to make you a stronger person for more challenging things in life in the future. You don't know what you want... and what you don't....until you go through things. Only when you experience hardship.....you learn to treasure....and to let go. Treat each day as a learning process. Whatever the outcome, I believe it's the best for you.

Happy Belated Birthday to DaDDy! My daddy is 50 this year......hmmmm.......I wish daddy good health for a long long time. Daddy wants a new phone, we're gg to get him one this week. This saturday bah~ Had Latin yesterday at 130, and the session was THIS tiring. I need more stamina, I kept panting after just each minute of dance. But improved from last training lah~ But still a long way to go, I am really too old now! Blehzz....I FELL DOWN WHEN I WAS DOING THE TURNING ACTION! and.......IN FRONT OF SOOOO MANY PPL. my gooodneeeessssssssssssss. So malu-ating! and I had to get up, and continue to do THAT action a few more times. I was sooo careful with that action thereafter.

Then it was Ballroom straightafter. I told teacher I cant move anymore at the end of 1 hour...haha. He LAUGHED at me when i told him i fell down. Angry! Den I waited one hour for mom to finish her lesson...while I slept at one corner. Den went to Lemon Grass restuarant for SPICY SPICY THAI FOOD. My lips were SWOLLEN after drinking YOUR share, MY share, and MOM's share of tomyam soup. haa....was ssooo full. And I thought I could survive the night...even thought of gg out after dinner. I over-estimated myself. I slept for 1 1/2 hours on the sofa, with make-up, and sweaty dance wear. Got up at 11 pm...bathed, and SLEPT thru till morning. I must be damn tired lahz.

To you: I FOUND the HUMPTY DUMPTY...............idiotic many. hahahahahahahaha. I laughed till my stomache amost BURST!

Am I gg to be fine???? paranoid ting ting. byeee......lucks to all.

Just came back from dance training.....I've got
1) One Broken Nail 2) Ten swollen toes 3) Four blisters 4) Two distorted feet

It was a great session though. Been training lonelily (haha...don ask me wad language is tt) with my partners for some time. Today it was a merry merry session again! Huijing, Jonathan, Me, Desmond, Songwei, Teacher, Uncles and Aunties. I love that place - Civil Service Club. A spacious ballroom with non-tiled flooring....and long long hours. It wasn't closed when I left at 1030pm tonight, unlike the other practice places, which ends normally at abt 930. So I was limping ALL the way after dance, cos of that ALDO court shoes which was HIGHLY HIGHLY recommended by yanling and ashley. WHY ????? After dance, the group had late late dinner together....nice.

Orh...I've taken my red specs ored....and i am wearing it NOW. sooo giddy~ It's soo light! compared to my damn "glass" specs, which leaves marks on my nose everytime i wear it. Ling Ash Me have the same kinda specs now!! Babe quick go make one!

SIghzzz....haven been able to sleep or eat well these days. I feel so stressed....I am lost, and I am tired. I need to do so many things, which are just sooo important to me at the same time. HOW DO I PRIORITIZE? What is my future going to be like? It's the first time I am soo concern abt my life........I want to lead a life above average...I want money....friends, family, dance, happinesss...AM I GREEDY....but I want. And I know I wanna achieve that.....it's time to grow up, TING TING!!

Had a little misunderstanding with Babe....and upset many many. Cos I hate quarrels with friends...esp ppl i love.......lurve babe many. Hope all of us will do well no matter where we r..........

Going pray pray tml with Huijing....today see her happy happy, me happy too!!!!!!!!!!!

*wish me luck everyone~ I need them*

I wanna kill Yanrong's BF's EMPLOYER! Received her sms this morning, telling me that Dunggu won't be coming back tonight...I was devastated for her. See her everyday, see her waiting for him everyday. I thought things were confirmed? I thought he is coming back tonight? The company just told him he won't be coming back the night b4, after he has packed ALL his luggage....welfare is ZERO lah. U will be fine....bear with it. QUIT this stupid job....

1) Welfare = 0
2) Pay = peanuts
3) LONG DISTANCE RS WITH GF = 100 marks
4) Emotional damage = 100 marks
5) Physical damage = ~ 100 marks

*girl..cheer up...there must be a way*

*yanrong ~ at laupatsat. The day I was running away frm out unit police woman*

Weekend was great! But...dance was bad. No dancing on Saturday....teacher was angry. Heard that he complained to one of the guys on sat....orh shit. soo....u picked me at 2 and headed off to Queensway and yeah! We got our specs made! Mine is red and urs is black. You look soooooo 斯文 eh...think u look good in that. I CHOOSE ONE! Mine a bit like chinese teacher, the kind who will STARE at kids and make them shiver that kind?? Can imagine lah....I did that b4. buuuaaahhaha. Anyways, we had no proper food for the day, think accumulative lah from that faithful day. Now diarrhoea, gastric, all kinda weird stomach problems. We had bah kua, goreng pisang, sugarcane juice, choco mint ice-cream...JUNK food...but taste heavenly though. *grinz* oh ya, forgot....after queensway was 拜拜 together with Yanrong at waterloo street. So funny, we went to qiu2 qian1. Me huh, deserve to be slapped man. With YY hor, I can't stop giggling. Me kneeling beside her and keep shaking that wooden container..for sooo long and nothing comes out! I keep laughing and stopping halfway....please kill this disrespectful tingting. orh... Evening was SUPERBAND LIVE! I think i am getting old. Standing there and watching those bunch of young monkeys jumping around and making soo much noise made me exhausted. urrgh. Nothing great....so 迷路兵 won! yeah...many supporters, from the thundering roars of their fans, it's a sure win. Half the time, we were thinking of leaving....but stayed just cos WE THINK ITS ENDING SOOOON...so stayed and stayed, till it ended. ahha...we headed straight to Bedok for some good food. I love the wings and noodles, YUMMY. Then it was home sweet home!

*these are fans of SOUL*

Sunday....was family time. Went to bedok to pray to my grandpa....I miss him. Suddenly feel upset, thinking of him. It's the first year we are praying for u, gong gong....during 7th month. Hope gong gong is doing well~ Anyways, meimei nicole is getting cuter each day....see for urself!!

*baby nicole*

Then it was Latin lesson at Tampines, Casey said we were better that day. I think so too!! But not when we practised at West Coast. My legs were not listening to me...refused to stay grounded on the floor. And we never complete a single routine properly. Thanks to the slippery floor...! Sooo tired again. And that was the 2nd day without proper *m. So after dance, U brought me to eat TCC at parklane, i FELL asleep actuallie, for 1 minute. buaahhhaaaa. Den had TOMYAM soup at kopitiam. I think that caused my diarrhoea...nah, i gona chat with YY now...poor girl.

*My fav drinks from TCC*

*miss u lots...*

things left unsaid....so damaging

My heart was crying.....but I have wiped away the tears. Thanks for the sms....I believe things will work out just fine. I wonder why this happened.....when I tried to protect us so much. Maybe becos I was over protective...or maybe problems are just bound to surface. Didn't know how u felt...i forgot u are just a human, u will be tired... I forgot what u told me at the start...now i remember. Have I been lousy? I have tried, but not enough..... Don't be upset. Hurtful words may remain....but not long. I will forget them soon.....we have sucha long way to go.....ok?

I miss my sisters seriously.Been sucha long time i see their beautiful FACES. Ping, Ling, Na...it was such happiness in my heart when I sat down with them and talk abt job, relationship, friends. I hope all of u are doing fine, and find ur own happiness soon. It was soooo funny, hearing them describe how Ade fell into that stretch of potted plants in front of the stage. That's clumsy !!! But poor ade ....... it must have hurt so much. *shit* I am laughing now, i know that's mean...but Ade, I still love u.

*na, ping, me, ling*

My cousin fainted. Poor girl, I hope u are ok....just went to visit her at SGH. She looks fine, but I wonder what causes her frequent black-out. Take care...Den it was dance at Radin Mas. Teacher taught us to create music from our feet...not to dance to the music, and not to dance to the beat....Tough one. But, i guess that's wad dancing is abt. I know he doesn't read blogs...but, I thank him for his patience. I know we disappoint u so very often nowadays.....please don give up on us......I will persevere no matter what. Anywaysss....thanks ashley. For the passport to the FLOWER CLIQUE. But...............I spoilt it lah!! I din mean to! How long are we gg to be together? Babes...my eyes tear whenever I think of parting one day. No more tea breaks, no more long lunches, no more shopping at charles and keith. No more calling each other in office...and no more toilet gossips. No more running around in the office on a friday night, waiting to go ktv....no more hilarious courses together. No more passing of little notes during courses......I LOVE U ALL....... I am feeling emotional now. Hug me. Tata~

*see this flower? from ASH! only babes got it!*

*I hope u are feeling better now...I love u*

been missing u, my bloggie~

Been long since i blog, i miss u BLOGGIE....been having late nights everyday. But thank goodness, it's not work~ 30th July was my BIRTHDAY! Had the simplest birthday. But contented. Thanks my friends, and family who remembers my big day. The FIRST to wish me..........*drumsssss*.....JIANA! My dearest 大姐, really touched. Knew you since sec 1....and though we seldom meet nowadays, I still love u. Thanks too...mom, kor, Ann, Jason, Huijing, connie, yanrong, baobeiLing, Steve, Junwei, Danny, Fiona, ASHLEY (U WISHED ME 2 days late...! but...i still lurve u k? Only u will accompany me go buy mouse during such a BUSY time), Shawn, Yinghao, Desmond, Shenhong (thanks for the present...I'll put it on my door...), My teacher (thanks for the BIG red packet!), my MAYBANK teammates (I love the necklace...i love crystals. I miss u pple really...), and all of u....who remember. Thanks dear...I know you wont support me buying a Gucci wallet....and dun understand why girls like such things...but u still got it for me. I never say much, but I appreciate it.

I am IN OFFICE now! just taking a break....so couldn't upload photos lar. Will do that later tonight. I am looking forward to meeting my sisters later. GIRLS POWER!

Sigh...had a little problem yesterday. My heart is still aching, to be honest. Tried to express it yesterdae....u tried to ask. It wasn't that easy....I am quite an expressive person, and knows exactly how to put my feelings in words. But I felt totally lost for words yesterday.....I hope this feeling will pass soon. No one can help me...I am sure I will be fine. *hugs*