It's sunday night again..and once again the weekend passes really fast. Saturday was lsn first frm 12 - 1pm. We did samba, and yea...I don't like it...for now. Cos I can't do it well, and I feel slack doing it, arghs. It's ok, the start is always tough. Sent the dogs for grooming, and yea Cookie now looks like a deer, with really short fur and long legs. My poor dogs had ticks on their body and had to shave. :( Fluff still looks gd! Then it was some shopping @ vivo and jQ and me went home to watch 'the heart of greed'. Picked the dogs and went for night practice...practice wasn't gd. I guess I need some time to warm up after the 'long' break (if u consider 2 weeks long?).

Met up with my cousins Jolyn and Daryl who are back from Aussie for vacation. Daryl has grown! He looks all grown up now. Jolyn has grown taller and bigger, but her face is still very much the same. keke. Brought them to Jurong Point for shopping. Then we had prata and mee goreng for dinner...they must have missed those local delights. :) Okies...we'll meet up again next Sunday and we are probably gg Sentosa with the lil ones. Pics next week....

ALrighty. F1 now. Tata.

Brother has gone back to Iran (wait. I think he is still stuck in Dubai since his flight is still on wait list). I can tell that Dad is sad and surely misses him, but we said nothing. He often asked Fluff if he misses ‘kor kor’ and ask Fluff if he naps under kor kor’s bed…but well, I can’t do much except try to stay home more often. I didn’t see brother much when he was back. I was at work the entire day and brother, being his usual self, will either be in his room using his lappy, or sitting in front of the TV, or out somewhere and only back in the middle of the night when the family has slept. I don’t know how I am feeling whenever I think of him, but definitely, it’s not a good feeling.

I am also pretty upset when I know some friends are ‘upset’ and ‘complaining’ about my absence in some of the gatherings. I think, it’s always good to try to understand what your friend is doing and going through before ‘complaining’ about him/her.

My hair is straight again. It's black again.

Just had a shower...and I was wondering what will happen to my straight hair if I continue to use the Sunsilk 'waves and bounce' shampoo. And there..I saw a big bottle of Sunsilk 'sleek and straight' shampoo. :)

Mom is so thoughtful.

Another milestone. Now pre-am 4th in the recent comp held in JB, just behind all the Thai couples. I've concluded, it's about being mature in the dance and that I'm on the right track now...not following 'those' hard and 'powerful' dancing is correct. Do your own way, hold on to what you know (Bryan Watson :D), trust your teacher's teaching, trust yourself, and trust the partnership. It will work.

I really feel sorry for those who are still very immature in their thinking. They do not treasure what they have and think the grass is always greener on the other side...while the rest are progressing, they are constantly in search of the 'perfect' partner, 'perfect' teacher. By the time they start ALL over the again...time is running out.

I'm back.

Good news. Taiwan trip has been delayed, till...not sure when. Hopefully we don't need to go at all. *fingers cross* J&J millenium yesterday, and I finally smelt finals after sooo long. Why was it so easy to get into finals in the past? Standard just keep shooooting UP. Though we got 5th, we really...only deserve to get 5th. :P It was fair play yesterday. Well, still I've set my mind to surpass 'them'. It's possible. sw and I are glad that with every comp, we improve in the dancing. Or rather, we are able to work on new things every time. Rhumba needs to use those back muscles and USE them...I need to work on Jive. Chacha needs even stronger and more precise footwork, and continue with the low, grounded-ness and the isolation of those hips. THAT IS ALOT of things to work on!

On the other hand, bad news...at home. I just pray that you can love yourself more, and love your family. Answer to yourself. You decide how your life should be...choose wisely.