Brother called yesterday night, and said he hasn't really seen cookie's pic! :P So here I shall post some of the most recent pic of my lil fluff and cookie. :) Me and the boys at west coast. I just woke up...look so ugly. hee

My fluffy boy

JQ n FLuff

Waiting paitently for biscuits!

Cookie close-up

I have no time to blog. These weeks have been zooming past. Audits after audits. Well, I need a break to catch my breath.

On 1/2 day yesterday and today. It was spent rather well I should say. Reached home abt 2 yesterday and walked Fluff and Cookie. :) Just 20 min, and it made the lil ones really happy! Then is was lunch with grandma...Then accompanied Grandma to Sheng Shiong to do some marketing for our meals...I am starting to appreciate these simple things in life. Back home, and showered Fluff. Spent the night practising, oh man, I was super exhausted. But, the day was really great. 1/2 days make a huge difference!

I guess I shall do the following later:
~ West coast park with popo and doggies
~ Mop the FLOOOOOOR (I have not mopped the floor for 2 yrs!)

Okies. I WILL NOT BRING MY LAPTOP HOME. cos, why shld I?

"Growing up" is challenging. Everyday is a learning process, and sometimes I wonder why I get tired so easily...and I have just passed 1/4 of my life. There are still many things in life that I have yet to experienced. At work, I must admit that I am still pretty green....does moving up fast really mean I have to fall fast and hard? Living up to expectations is not easy, and that stress can kill.

Sometimes, I just want to say that YES, I AM YOUNG, and IT'S A FACT. I am still a girl at heart, yes. I am STILL LEARNING.....and give me a chance to learn please. But I know, I can't change what people think. The only way is to tell myself, that I will learn, and grow and at the end of this, I will become stronger.

In about a month's time, it will be my and jQ's 3rd anniversary together. For the past 2 years, our relationship has been smooth sailing...everyday is like honeymoon, sweet...carefree. It was about having fun, holidaying, him fetching me everywhere, go for good food, shopping...

Only in the recent year, we started to face some challenges...and I started to take him for granted. I forgot how much his love meant to me, and how I used to treasure this relationship. It was a few days ago, that I start to realise how immature I am, compared to him. It was also then, that I further confirmed that he is the one.

It is difficult to admit that I do not fully understand love. I am selfish, and have given love a price tag. I have unconsciously started to measure love by how many expensive gifts, how many surprises he can give me. All I care about is how glamorous the relationship appear to others, and the quality of the relationship itself anymore. Why? He said this to me. "This is just one of the many setbacks in the 20, 40 years to come. I can take it. But can you? Can we only share the good times and not the bad times?" I have been very childish. It is true that I wasn't ready....and it's really time for me to grow up.

I will learn.

I've been overwhelmed. Haven't updated for a really long time...
The past 2 weeks have been extremely busy at work. Felt like an octopus, did not go for lunch breaks, and was one of the latest to leave office. :( The dance competition at Genting didn't help, as I had to rush for training with an already tired mind and body.

Well, got our bonus letter last last Friday. There was some good news...but I had mixed feelings about this. It's too fast and unexpected. But no matter what, I will do my best. No point thinking about what may happen...whatever comes, I will face up to it.

Departed for Genting on Thurs morning with Mom, SW and mom's partner. Competition was very very tough, to my surprise. There were 29 couples for pre-am...it was a long time since I took part in competitions with quarter finals. Well, but one thing for sure is that our dancing was faster, cleaner and more natural than the last round. I felt right. But, we didn't do as well compared to the others. It's okie, we'll continue to work hard, cos we are already on the right track. We got into finals...but placed last! Still...we were the finalists la. Hehs. Orh !! MOST imptly, I SAW OXANA...YULIA...CARMEN...Yulia was indeed superb. Unbeatable... Oxana is so pretty and her dancing is really attractive. Carmen judged our category, and I was so motivated. I learnt alot this round...and I'm glad I learnt from each comp. And, I've decided on the costume I want....will get it done before the next comp!

K...I'm gona read my fren's BLOGs...tata
Photos next time.