FEEL THE BEAT

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

It's like a long long time since sisters spent time together without the other halves! And, feeling is really different. Now I understand why we used to call them our 'liabilities'. Wells, I luv my sisters...and their unique 'undesirable patterns'. :P

Ok, let me just summarise what I did for the weekend. Danced on Saturday as usual, and it was great. Annie is a fantastic teacher...who 'cures' my dance illnesses. lol. She teaches me things which I have been dying to know since day 1, and indeed, these things made my dancing so much more natural, fast, and stable. Thanks alot! Had an extremely enjoyable night playing mahjong at Adrian's house with baobei and twin. It was total madness....the kinda rubbish we say. Totally 'sick'. Wells....the winners are ME and Adrian! But my winnings were not enough to cover my cab fare...hates.

Sunday was a day with my boy. We went to the gym and did some fitness examination. To cut the story short....I AM FAT. I need to increase my metabolism rate (surprisingly) by quite a fair bit...and watch my diet. jQ signed up for the personal training package, and soon, I will see a slim, handsome and muscular darling! haha....I got to help him cut down on our fav SUPPER~ :(
In the evening, we brought little fluffy to west coast park....there is a large fenced up area specially for the doggies!!! It was really fun watching lil one dashing in circles, chasing other dogs (and running away from them once they gave him the stare). I luv my fluffffff! The night was spent watching F1 with jQ...

Today is one of the better days at work. Feel totally 'emotionless'. And...that is a GOOD THING! Oh, and I met HJ at bugis after work. We sat at the smelly food court for 3 long hours!! But we were talking non stop, and the smell didn't really matter at the end of it all. haas. It was the first time after soo long that we can talk like this. I still hold on to one principle. Be open.

Nights fluff. *he's lying beside me*

Sunday, September 21, 2008

This weekend was packed...and tiring, but at least not due to work. And I am glad to say I spent time with colleagues, family, fluffy, jQ, and my dear sisters, all within 2 short days!

Around 20 of us in our dept visited Desaru on Saturday. The initial part was rather disappointing, firstly, due to the seating arrangement on the coach. We didn't know that it was free seating, and me and twin conveniently went to the ladies at the last min, and had to be separated during the entire journey. Twin, (opps, she has a new name called Polly) was even sadder...she had to sit with this stranger who, according to her, always have some funny leg and body movements. Haha. Wells, nothing really exciting about the trip. The best part was towards the end when the sky turned dark and the weather got cooler, when we went for the firefly tour on the boat. Posted the pics on facebook, but here are some to share. Spent the late Saturday night with JQ and frens at Mount Faber.


Sunday. Drove mom and fluff to Grandma house in the morning. Aunt annie came back from Aussie for a few days. Aunt annie bought me chocolates, a tube dress, and some perfume. :) Fluff had a great time at grandma's house...so many people to play with. jQ brought Fluff to West Coast Park in the late afternoon, together with Michael and his doggie, Snowy. I went off shortly, to IMM to join Na, Yee, Ade, and Da for marketing, in preparation for the birthday hotpot in the evening. Had alot of fun with sisters...and today's attendance is remarkable! All 9 of us made it! Played Wii till my arms hurt...keke. Photos are with Da, will upload to facebook soon.


K, got to work tml! Nid to rest. Taaa~

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Just got home.
No dancing, no bf, just a night out with twin.
It was a sinful night. We ate some soba set at a Jap restaurant at ard 8...and after which we proceeded to HK cafe, supposedly to have drinks/desserts, and ended up eat porridge with salted eggs...and of course the intended drinks. But twin is so fattening. SHE DRANK COKE. Again.

We were supposed to shop but ended up shopping for food.
nm.
But it was good, and talking to twin seemed to somehow get my thoughts sorted out. Girl friends are indispensable!!

Ai ya, I don't feel like blogging liao. haha. Twin came online. I must show her the PIC! :P

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I decided to cheer myself up with pictures of my sweet one. He never fails to warm my heart...so much love.

Today I went thru some sort of emotional rollar coaster at work again....I guess, the rollar coaster ride was pretty much contained within myself....all I can say is, I am quite stressed.

I feel very uncomfortable.
I am thinking too much.
I am so sensitive.
I need alot of assurance....which, I will not get.
Let this be just a passing phase...pls.






Monday, September 01, 2008

I'm back, without good news.
We didn't get into the finals, only went through to semis.
Initially we wonder why, why some of the couples with not-so-correct techniques got it.
But, with some analysis, the answer is quite obvious.
Whether the technique is correct or not, it's not so obvious...especially when twelve couples are dancing on the floor all at the same time.
But, if the movement is small, and body rhythum isn't as strong, it's hard to notice and put u through the next round. Yes, basics and techniques are important, so I'm gona continue to improve on that, to internalise what has been taught. But more importantly, we need to do more, more body, more power, more on the performace factor. That's the next level...
All these need patience, and lots of determination. There is still a long way to go, so...learn from every mistake. There is still much to learn, and work on. Dance is a never ending journey. And that's the beauty of it all... :)

Wells, the next comp is less than 2 mths away. And to my partner: All I need is the focus, and you should know me very well by now. If the rest of the people are distracting me and causing me to lose focus, please help to put me back on track, cos we're working as a team. I don't wish to see all these hard work go down to drain, for undesirable reasons. If there is one thing u nid to know, that is, I have quite a bit of pride, and once that is challenged, I will put all of these things behind and move on. So far, you have been helpful, and understanding...and I appreciate it.