Say HI to your new home! FLUFFY...

28/7/07 - The day I brought Fluffy home! Fluffy is 2 1/2 months old....and has very adorable little eyes, which looks very innocent when he wants to come out of his cage. It was a rainy day when I brought him back. I guess Fluffy was cold sitting in the car this afternoon, and like a baby, it shivered alittle, and jQ quickly up the temperature. :) jQ drove with added caution this time...afraid that Fluffy might just fall off my lap.

Great! Mommy wasn't very scared of him, and instead kept stroking his soft fur and mom thinks Fluffy looks like a stuff toy. Dad loves him too...and even tried to comb Fluffy's hair. Dad was very excited and kept calling him 旺旺. Hmmmph, I told him a million times he's called Fluffy, but he insisted on wang wang. So, I've to recognise that Fluffy's got a chinese name like us now. I can't take pics of it too, cos MOM thinks the shots are harmful to the puppy. Gosh, Mom is OVER protective. hahaha, alright, so this explains why there's no pic of him now.

Hmm, fluffy's nose and bottom of the legs are a bit yellowish cos of the stains. I hope he outgrows them soon. and he'll be white again! Love to Fluffly, and goodnight. Hope he will enjoy the stay with us! <3<3

Lovey Time

Well, with all those hectic dance schedules, I still found time for jQ boy. Genting again last fri till sun. Everything was great except for the long long long long wait for the check in. We arrived atFirst World Hotel at about 545am on Sat, and the check in time was 1230pm! Horrible...I din sleep well on the coach (as expected), and we gota wait for like 6hours plus? SOo, sleeping at the hotel lobby wasn't a good idea, and we were left with no choice but to visit the casino *wink*. Played Jackpot all the way, which wasn't very fun....except for that half an hour where we got lotsa FREE SPINS! The rest of the time was spent nodding off at the machine. keke. This time round...WE'VE GROWN UP! No more themepark....but, eating and casino all the way. Oh, we went for the 40min foot massage at Healing Touch. This boy of mine actually fell asleep during the session, and his "non-massaged leg" fell off the chair. urgh. Not very glam...but that's him. LOVE. I want more Genting....

4 more days to my 25th birthday. I don't like 25. I DON LIKE.

k, I cant do anything abt my age ya? But this year is different...little Fluffy is joining my home soon. This Saturday. *geee* Will post her pics sooon when she's alil older. Happy Advanced Bday to me! <3<3

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Been having a busy time doing all sorta things. A bit lost in my schedule, and the PDA doesn't help anymore, cos I am too busy to update my calender. :P

Thanks Wanlin for organising my birthday lunch with the DBS bunch. It was way too early though, haha. Went to Hong Jin....and I realise the staff there has quite good segregation of duties. Some can ONLY pour tea, and cannot take orders. hmmm. Li Nah is weird la, she claims that ONLY young ppl take photos with their food. Nad din turn up, cos of xxxx. :) But, still, she couldn't escape...she's gg to treat me lunch next week. Nice.

Casio SHEEN watch

We've got Ella, and we've got Hebe. If YY buys that watch, then we'll have 2 Hebes! Nah, Carmen and Betty got ourselves a SHEEN watch from Casio. If you haven't realise, S.H.E are the 代言人 for Casio SHEEN watches. Betty bought the one Ella's wearing, and I bought the one Hebe's wearing, BUT...there's no more pink. SO, I am half Hebe. :P I still dono if YY bought it too.... I am not exactly in love with the watch NOW. haha...if only it's pink.

Just realise that my boss is also a LEO~

Me and Siew Lim have been discussing about horoscopes...and I do think that, to a certain extent, I am similar to my boss. Well, I am a typical leo, and I personally think that I have, 90%, if not, all the characteristics of a LEO!

http://www.sajilo.com/horoscope/women/leowomen.htm

HaPPy 15th Month, jQ boy~

Today is 14th July 2007 and on 14th April 2006, I found my love.....since then I have been under very good care. He never lets me go hungry. He loves to hide Tao Kei Nio (the Japanese Seaweed) under his car seat, buys me potato chips of all flavours and brands every time I meet him. We love to eat MacDonalds together in the car, and play "Tiger bite Deer"... He always fall into my trap when I "beg" him to accompany me at night. jQ boy is the first, and the only one to see me cry after having my helmet head :'( and the last one to see me feeing uncomfortable with the head. hehe. Cos he gave me lotsa confidence...I LOVE my HELMET!!!





WELL, this is how my hair looks now. :) Darling, Happy 15th Month...I love U!

Personally felt very provoked by things that aren't true about my personality. And perhaps why I chose to leave a friendship which I have maintained and treasured for so long (everyone knows how much I treasured this friendship except for the friend herself. My mom, yanling, yanrong, connie... all know I have sleepless nights troubling over this friend) is that I realise, I am actually viewed by my friend as a totally different person from who I am. She doesnt not know me afterall, and has distorted everything about me in the way she chose to view me.

This is Wenting:
I have always been be loyal to my friends, as long as the person is in my circle of trust. It is a known fact that I am not petty, and friends normally joke with me, and suan me in the MOST irritating manner, and they know that at the end of the day, I do not take their comments to heart. I, being the most sensitive creature on earth, cherish friends, and will cry and have sleepless nights when I lose one. I remember crying over an sms sent by Yanrong when she tells me that some words I used on her have hurt her. I remember that incident was on one of the Chinese New Year's eve. I know myself so well, that other than using the word "emotional" on myself, nth can better describe me. I am a human-oriented person, rather than task oriented. Nothing matter more than how my relationship is with the people around me. Insensitive? Absolutely not me. I select my friends very carefully, and I categorise them differently. Either you are IN, or you are OUT. When you are in, I tolerate everything, be it unreasonable or irritating, cos I know I have accepted you as a friend. I personally have very high threshold for people whom I classify as friends, and very low for people who are non-friends or even worse, enemies. Seldom do friends have the ability to reach that threshold of mine. I have many friends / acquintances for a reason, not by pure luck. I am not rich, nor do I kiss asses. I do not have any material things to give people to earn friendship. I have nothing, but myself, my sincerity, and my openess. I earn trust by giving. I looked back, and for my past 25 years of my life, I have not lost a single friend and none has left me and told me that I make a lousy friend. I thought through a thousand times, and spent nights wondering whether it's my problem, or hers, when I encounter such a difficult time in this friendship. I have been functioning the way I did for the past donkey years. My life has changed, schedules have changed, and priorities too. But values I had stayed unchanged. Friendships with others went shaky when things happened / changed in our lives, but friendships were as strong as ever, though meet ups become less, smses are reduced, sometimes, I don't meet up with my friends for months. This happens now and then with almost every single one of us in the clique, but we see it as part and parcel of life and the friendship. Same things happen...but the outcome is different.

I am not cold-blooded. I have teared, and cried, but I have decided to move on, understanding that trying to hold on to something which has died a long time ago is useless. I know that I have to stop myself from asking why, because, one thing happen after another, and feelings are complexed, and have snowballed till a point where there is already no right or wrong, and there is no solution other than putting a stop to it. When I am no longer your concern, this is when you can free yourself from this misery. When u have done that, it is where friendship can be rebuilt, if it ever happens. But one thing I am sure of is, where there is a crack, there is no point building more storeys to a building, cos it will collapse. Only when you completely demolish that cracked layer can a new building be built. I am upset that things have to be solved this way, but things have turned ugly, in our own hands.