My birthday photos are finally up, click on the link on the RHS.

When it comes to blogging these days, I've got so much inside, but can hardly put any in writing, either cos I'm not sure who's gona read them, whom I may be targetting here, or I am simply not expressive anymore, or maybe, I just never get the chance to sit down quietly to gather my thoughts. In the past, if I was unhapy about something or felt hurt or neglected in a relationship, I will cry, and kept hanging on to the negative feelings and a heated argument would most likely follow when I see him. But it's no longer happening now, I could scream and threaten over the phone like a baby, but by the time he appears, chances are I have forgotten what I was so emotional about. I would leave him puzzled, wondering if I have split personality or if I have memory failure. I just couldn't find those emotions anymore after some time and again, I wish I could, or maybe not...I can't even make up my mind if I was hoping to have a quarrel. Argh. Why is my mind in a total mess again?

I am feeling the PMS.

Sometimes you are doing so many things, yet you r feeling lonely inside.

Time and money, which do you choose?

I don't have an answer.

Not happy :'(

I feel that it's my fault for daddy's fall awhile ago. As usual he didn't want to tell me whether he's ok. but his fall was quite loud...there was a loud "thud" sound when he slipped and fell at the area where naughty Fluffy pooed. Daddy mopped the floor and forgot about it... sigh. He's in the room now, and not too sure what he's doing and how he's feeling....but I know how I'm feeling - guilty. Mommy's having her dance class now and I wish she can be back to take a look at Daddy. Shit I feel bad.

:( Siew Lim's on MC for 1 full week and I hope she will be back some time soon. Days without her are unbearable la. I called her thrice today to complain..........Get well soon!! And I pray that u'll be fine.

My house has been really "chaotic". Not due to Fluffy, but due to the constant shouting and clapping of hands by DAD MOM and ME. Fluffy must be thinking that we have been far too noisy and he needs a break. He's clever and has learnt the SIT / UP and PEEPEE HERE commands. The next will probably be the PLAY DEAD. hehe.............Vaccination on Sunday. *sshhhh...he's sleeping now*

Just made a BIG decision to take up some very very big commitment. I'll do my best!

My 25th Birthday

Thank you all who remember this special day, 30th July. This year's birthday is great...I couldn't ask for more.

jQ: U gave me the loveliest little thing, which is going to accompany us for the many many years to come. Hooters was good, with the nice wings! Love u.

Babes: The celebration at Riverside Indonesian restaurant was hilarious, as usual...corny jokes that kept me laughing till my jaws almost dropped. Thanks for the puppy carrier, babes!

Sisters: Had steamboat at bugis....although not everyone was present, I still felt the love from all of u! Looking forward to Ping's bdae this Sunday~

Mom & Dad: Mom got me a small cake, had a mini cake cutting session at home. I am old already, mom...25! :) I wish to spend my every year with mom/dad/jQ/kor and fluffy!

DBS: The best present I had this year was the promotion letter that came 1 day late, on 31st July 07. Although these people do not read my blog, I want to thank Teresa, Sock Noi and Siew Lim for making this promotion possible. They gave me alot of support and help that I needed, and really...I learnt alot from them during the past 10 mths. Thanks... :) Thank you Nad/SL/Connie for the cake. It tasted great...and you pple really surprised me in the PANTRY!

HJ: I'm glad we are talking now. U seem happier too, and thanks for ur wishes.

Our LOVELY boy~

My sweet little one

I'm feeling like a new mom. but, to a puppy. Fluffy's actually a very intelligent little one! It needs only to be taught for 2 days to pee and poo in his play pen on newspaper. Very impressed. And he doesn't pee in his sleeping cage...instead he waits to be taken out before he does his business. ^__^ But he knows how to emotionally blackmail me too, with his whines. And he loves to "call" you leaning against the fence, with 2 legs standing, and waving to u with his paw. I, or rather the whole family, especially dad can't resist this, and will give in to carry him out of the pen. CLever one. I can't explain how I feel, but he brings me lotsa joy and happiness. But, perhaps the sweetest thing is that whenever I say "fluffy", he will run to you no matter what he's doing. He's so sweet.
My LOVE~