I realise I haven't been blogging for a week...hehs.
Seems like I haven't been doing anything significant, but yet everyday seems so tiring.
I must have been busy mentally....

There is sth I realise....sth which I have known all these while, but conveniently forgot...
I have more things to care about than meaningless things at work...
Taking things too hard doesn't help in any way....
I guess being true to yourself is the way to free the mind from unnecessary pressure.

Having peace in the mind allows u to do so much more, to be more objective, less sensitive, and success will be yours, naturally. This is what I need to understand & bear in mind.

I just have to say that twin and I have the Ups and Downs all at the same time. It is scaringly true! I really mean EXACTLY the same time. Both of us are at our Ups, following the downs last 2 weeks. Today I am my motivated self once again...I did more work today than I did for the past 2 weeks. :P And time passed quickly at work, and hehs, and I have been smiling the entire day.

Went for ballroom again finally. And I am happy that I exercised, after so long. Dancing keeps me active, and healthy mentally! Yeah...shenhong's footwork are MUCH better than mine mans. Cos teacher drilled him so much more than me, haha...ai ya...man are supposed to be stronger anyways. :)

jQ made me so upset yesterday. Boo.

And. I went for pedi and mani yesterday with ling. Ok, I am happy with my toenail colour...liver red. so what's up this week? Nothing significant...shall lead a healthy, discipline lifestyle. :)

Havent had any emotions for some time. No highs and no lows, so it got a lil boring at times. But, today, teacher annoyed me by persuading me to go for the dance dinner again, which is going to cost me more than $100 per ticket. I am annoyed because he is very pushy, like an emotional blackmail. I just wonder why can't he understand that I want the freedom to choose which comp I want to watch, and which I dont. I can't out it bluntly like this to him too! I don't like to be forced to do things I don't like, that's all! It's not about money.

But I have to say that, we have been rather slack. Either due to clashes in our schedules, or occasional sickness/injury...which caused our lessons and practice to be very irregular. I guess, if we want to do something, we got to be focused. Even I felt that I have lost the focus, and have become lazy from all the inconsistent dancing. Maybe there isn't much motivation now....but I guess this has to be an excuse. So, I guess, during times where we can't have lessons we'll practise bahz...and we HAVE to do it. It shall be twice a week at least.

Today I went to see a chinese physician. And my neck and shoulders got slightly better but it's still sore. This is irritating! I can't dance...and not dancing makes me very very tired & lethargic. Shitz. No gym too. I am feeling unwell. No dancing also = sick. Have bad diarrhoea a few days back. This is not good news la. Feeling unmotivated at work now, and hopefully, it doesn't last long. At least...SL is coming back soon. YEAH!

Tml having practice for ballroom. I cant really tilt my head, but i shall try. And I am going to keep really quiet no matter what teacher has to say...he just loves to say things that irritate me. But he is a nice man la...so, let him be and work harder.

urgh. My back and shoulders are really aching badly. I can't moveeeee. I can't moovvveeee/
I got rash on arms now....
MISERY.

Ahaha.....

Yesterday, I almost lost my lil one.
And if I do, I dont know what to do...

Brother brought him out and when he's back at our void deck, he removed the leash...and fluff was naughty and ran away, up a staircase....and disappeared. Brother was so scared he called mom, who was having her afternoon nap...who came down and was so frantic. She gathered a few kids who were playing at the void deck and all were shouting FLUFFY FLUFFY...when I came back...to catch all these in action. My heart almost dropped...and I don't know what to do without fluff....I felt so lost. I ran ard the entire block, and the some stayed on the ground floor in case Fluff comes down. I searched, and prayed. And brother called me, to say that he's found. I was so thankful. Fluffy was back at home....waiting for us there. I wonder...how he ever found our home. I LOVE U fluff.

It's our responsibility to keep him safe, not blame him for running away. I hope everyone who owns a pet can understand this.

It's MONDAY............ but here's something to make me SMILE. :)

Alright, this post is for LING. We got the same T just now... :) See? It's not looooose on me.

I still have one more hour before I am supposed to be in bed. Told Celine that I shall have a new resolution that I must sleep before 12 every weekday. But i am not confident.... actually. But I think I should.

Well, I am feeling the fats.
Haven't been dancing these days, and even if I did, it wasn't that intensive.
I can feel my thigh fats! urgh. Haven't gymed for about a week...I will do it tml / Wed. Hopefully on both days.

:)
Today there was a new assoc coming to the team.
Well, she looks confident and for the moment, friendly.
Nth much for now...I just hope that the team will remain peaceful, and I continue to love my team.
Missing Siew Lim & hope she comes back real soon. 1 more mth! yeah!

Havent been able to come home early and having time for myself, and today I did.
Felt quite good, that I actually sat in front of the TV for 2 hours! :) I dono why, but this small little enjoyment makes me SMILE. Esp with lil one beside me. lurves.

Tml shall be a better day. Always.