I am leaving for KL tml, and will be taking jQ's car...
Thanks alot darling...
I know this is not the nicest request....
But, I appreciate it....

Haven't been updating, simply cos I am tooooo tired to even log on...
Everyday has been, work and dance for consecutively 4 days.
And, after dance I met jQ boy for supper and then it was BEDTIME.
I almost could not take the exhaustion.
Feeling feverish already.

This week flew past, with lots of ANGST, TEARS...just madness.
Primarily due to PMS...and many irritating people...
Wells, all I can do is to focus and do what I need to do, and do them right.
I guess it is useless making meaningless assumptions about things...
Negative thoughts only demoralise people, and if, as a result give sloppy work....u will definitely be penalised...
instead, continue to do things right, and to purrrrrrrrrfection, even if, at this point in time, u wonder, if it will be recognised afterall.
Let's give it the benefit of doubt...till things are proven. :)

Positive.
Focused.
Determined.
Open-minded.

I have done a few things...
Brought my vietnam-made costume for alteration....
Bought the stones for the choker (to be brought down to Gee's Creation tml!)
Oh, I have to check out the instant tan, hopefully I can get it imported and reach me on time....
Still, yet to book the hotel.

Going back to work tml, and it's the dept's paintball at Orchid Country Club.
Some regrets, cos i think it's gona be real violent. Hopefully I don't get bruises that are too visible. :P

Saturday is gona be packed.
- practice
- Source for sweat pants / visit the newly opened dance shoe shop
- bbq for the night (can fluff go, Adrian? shall ask him...)

Wells, having bad dreams all these days. They made me really irritated in the mornings, and very anxious indeed. Urghs.

I feel like MOVING OUT everytime this happens!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate this.
Whatever we do in our life, BALANCE! and NEVER hurt ur loved ones.

Time to keep track of my schedule.

Friday: Group Audit paintball
Saturday: Dance practice + alteration of costume + BBQ at Adrian's plc at night
Sunday: Vaccination for Fluff + source for necklace for comp

Got to confirm transport to KL & hotel stay by weekend...urgh.

Next weekend: comp KL. This is rather important to me. Work real hard this time...at least I never stopped practising the walks at home. Lucks.

Dance is up in my list again, cos of the upcoming competition in KL end of this month. We'll only do pre-am. I am starting to learn something new again for my walks, which I think this concept SHLD be final cos it just feels right.

I have sth that I wish I could tell 'her'. If you have made things clear to my frend, and sure that there is nth for him, please don't lead him on. I am a girl too, and I know her good it feels to have the attention, but grow up. If you are sincerely giving my friend a chance, you wouldn't have told him so frankly about how you felt, and so fast. AND. If that is the case, don't try to confuse people. I can see things quite clearly and I have been through that stage of yours. So, don't try to waste my friend's time just for the sake of the attention you are enjoying now. Yes, the more I mention the word 'attention', the more convinced I am that it's true. I am not stupid. I cannot tolerate such self-centredness, especially if that means 'fooling around' my friends. I can be quite mean, once I find out it's what I have deduced. Otherwise, I shall give u the benefit of doubt now.

Taken on Sunday...jQ had his hair cut. Simply love the clean look. :P

Not in the mood to type...so pix...took these silly pix after work on Friday. Hahs...

The lovely babes!

Yesterday I visited S in the hospital. I felt so heavy hearted after the visit...and nothing is more important than health. I pray that both S and her baby will be fine. U'll have a healthy baby boy soon...don't worry. :)

Had hotpot with twin after attending Alicia's grandpa's wake. We talked about relationships...herself, myself, and some of our friends'. I guess, after each talk I always learn to cherish my current relationship. No relationship is perfect...but make the best out of it.

I am finally home, with no activities today...
but it feels empty at home.
Dad went for his usual walk, that always takes 2 hours.
Mom's out.
Brother came back and went out again...
Wonder whether Fluffy felt lonely most of the days when I am not home...

Dad's bdae is coming...maybe we should have a night out somewhere.
Maybe all of us shall go to pet's cafe?!
Heee...

Yeah, I shall plan for that.
Nights.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....
I WISH FOR HAPPINESS...

&

HEALTH...

AND MY FRIENDS TO STAY BY ME...THROUGH MY UPS AND DOWNS...
THIS BIRTHDAY, I TOLD MYSELF...

TO CHERISH WHAT I HAVE..

AND TO LET GO OF WHAT IS NOT MEANT TO BE...

It's time to post some pix...not on the Seoul trip, but on some of the best presents I've ever had. :) This year, I have one of the best birthdays...simply because I can really feel the thought that went through my presents selection. My friends really know me quite, or rather, very well!



Our 2 lovely ladies from Seoul. Thanks for the surprise!
The 2nd cake cutting session in Seoul. Thanks Huimin for the lovely cake!

Yes, this one. :) Thanks twin for the pleasant 'delivery'! Siewlim, for the effort trying to 'hide' things from me...hehs.Wows. A very meaningful gift. A gold bracelet to match my tiffany necklace..and most imptly, I love the doggie. Thanks to baobei and connie babe for choosing such a nice gift.Lastly, Shenhong got me this black mini T...fit nicely ehs. Thanks so much for travelling all the way to Vivo just to pass me my prezzie. Appreciate it!

Thank you once again. Feeling the LUV.

Hi Spore!

I am so glad to be home right now...
Familiar faces...
I miss home. :)

This trip made me realise how much I meant to my loved ones...
And on the plane, while touching down, I felt fortunate to have so many loved ones waiting here for me...
Dad, jQ and fluff came and pick me.
I was really glad...and touched.

Wells, uploaded pix on facebook.
Goodbye Seoul
Welcome SG...

I am a happy girl!

31st July 08 (Thurs)
There wasn't any significant events...
only very intense discussion at work....
and very late dinner along the streets....

but, the night was crazy!
haha...we didn't have enough drinks during dinner....
so, we bought 2 big bottles of beer back to the hotel....
we showered, and met in my room at 1130pm!
hehs. So we played stupid games and laughed n laughed n laughed....

And i was DRUNK.
I called jQ, and I felt emotional...
:(

Flying back tomorrow! Hi, SG...Hi Fluff!