I'm counting down to end of work day. Sheessh.
Some people just get on my nerves. Childish.
I have better things to do than to get angry. BUT SO CHILDISH.

It's REALLY gg to be hotdesking on Tues. I better reach at 815. Wailing's jaws dropped when she heard me saying that. :(

I've stolen pics from Ade.

--> See "Sisters' Xmas 07" under my photos. :)

FOUR more days to year 2008.

I hope they get by fast and I'll get to start a whole new year with a whole new me again! This year has been rather smoothsailing and one which in I grew alot, in terms of my career, and as a person. But towards the end of the year, things became rather stagnant, and I started to slack off. no no...I don't want that to continue.

Here, I'm trying to think of my new year resolution. New year reso is definitely NOT just for kids, but for self-motivated people who constantly want to improve his/her life. I'm currently in a very nua state, with my room in a mess. So, here u r:

- I shall keep my room clean. Wardrobe's gona be cleared and ONLY pretty clothes stay. All other will go. :)
- I shall make myself a pretty girl next year. No more ugly hair... :) I shall keep my hair long again.
- No more being late at work! Take care of my health, NO MCs! Prepared for new challenges, and continue to learn...to make decisions. Stay focused.
- Give dance a final shot. Practise well, practise hard.
- SAVE MONEY. Cut down on credit card expenses.
- SLEEP early. before 12. so please chase me away if u see me online after this hour. thx.
- Gym. Gym. Make time for this twice a week, and keep to it!
- I wish jQ continue to have a gd year in 2008.

I LOVE 2007. And will continue to ENJOY 2008!

MERRY XMAS - belated :P

Obviously I have been enjoying this festive season and wasn't in time to say MERRY XMAS to all of u here.

I'm back at work, and there are only 4 of us in the team back here...

The eve was spent with sisters and the "liabilities"...this year we had a full attendance with Jun back from New Zealand. There were 6 liabilities altogether. Have u figured out what that means oredie? Had steamboat as usual. The fun part was of course the gift exchange and I got....IPOD nano leather casing, which I love...OF COS. sheeesh. No photos yet cos, silly me didn't charge my camera, and am gg to steal photos from sisters' facebooks. :)

Xmas day itself was pretty relaxing. Slept till noon before jQ, me and Fluffy went to IMM to pick mom and dad up from their marketing and then off we went to Grandma's house. It's been a real long time since grandma's hse was filled with so much laughter. Aunt maggie's back with Jo and Daryl so all of us gathered. Fluff was pretty scared to see so many ppl crowded at Po's house, and his tail was perpetually down the entire time. hahah, poor thing. Picture's not up again! Cos I can't upload in office. :P Ended the night at a bbq with jQ and his partners, customers, and suppliers.

BACK TO WORK.

I just need to SCREAM now. I am so stressed and tired over work, and just wanna get this entire work DONE. Stress and PMS are giving me pimples all over the sides of my face. It's very frustrating!!!!!!!!!!

Wells, on a lighter note, tml is public holiday. I shall relax and shop tml with HJ. Rush home to rest later...I just need to REST.

I am still in gear 1. I can't bring myself to start work. Maybe if u ask me to dance now, even with bones breaking and muscles aching, I wouldn't mind.

*If I could, I will run home now to hug Fluff. Bring him for a walk and see him smile.*

Dang, it's Monday again but something that excites me is that I can actually BLOG at this time of the day...and nope, I am not on MC. I am not on leave. I am in office. :P Let me enjoy this while I can, cos I have a feeling this site will be blocked again!

Just read HJ's blog about partnership, and we had an INDEPTH talk on Saturday. My view is that things won't work out if there is bad partnership. Cos even with results, the results will not be very good. There will only by results, but not GOOD results. If there is good partnership and no results...and having NO results for a long time, things aren't gg to work out too. Sad to say, when one of these happens i.e. no results/bad partnership, it's time to say goodbye. Well, why do I say that? If we are doing social dancing, there wont be this thing called "results". When one decides to take up dancing competitively, losing everytime is something worth reviewing. I still can't conclude what's right what's wrong, but I will give myself a chance to experiment with things. I guess that's life.

Shan't discuss such heavy stuff here...it's making me exhausted. ok, I shall talk abt the nice weekend I had, which was also physically exhausting la. I am always jam packing my weekend.

Saturday:
- Met HJ for her mini bdae celebration. Had xian1 de2 lai2 hotpot at Liang Seah Street for 2 long hours. Just kept eating and eating and eating non-stop, and of cos talking non-stop. We were the first customers for the day. :) Talked alot about dance, which I really think we should just try to achieve whatever we can while we're young, and dare to experience new things...learn to let go and take a different route if necessary. Hmm, we intended to "shop till we drop". But we ended up "eating till we drop" and left NO time for shopping.
- Temple-d with family and HJ
- Dinner at Geylang & had Frog's Leg porridge
- Back home with Fluff! He missed us soo much when the family was out. :)
- Collected Ipod Classic at Epicentre. OOOh, I love it. Soo much storage space I think I can watch drama serials.
- Cineleisure-d
- Home sweet home - fluffy again!

Sunday:
- Brought Fluff to Botanical Gardens with JQ.
- Grooming time for lil one.
- StarHub. Finally swapped the damn boxes for new ones.
- Bugis.
- Dance Lsn.
- jQ's hse....Star Awards! Weird results for best actress, well I think Lin Xiang Ping doesn't deservve that award. Wang Bi Ren is the best!
- Home...drop dead tired. Fixed up the SCV and it's time to concuss.

* Photos Up soon*

Okies. I got my boots already. *ooo, did I mention I gona take Singapore Airlines and it's gona be business class?* yeah! ^__^ Leaving on the 12th instead of 6th and it's gona be winter. I've got my scarf too...leggings....leg warmers...

It's friday and I am not going anywhere. Today has been a very very tiring day, as I reached office at 810am. It's breakthrough....but I realise, if I want to I can be early. STRESS from the top works. Nah, the new head of audit arranged a sharing session which starts at 830 SHARP so noone is to be late. Very heavy topic that early in the morning, about setting expectations, and changing the way we work. Bottom line: It's gona be tough competition amg one another in the dept, and ONLY performers get rewarded. From what I infer, there won't be any average performer...either u win or u lose. No more slacking for me.

And also, I have decided to end Latin with my partner. It's called 'stop & go' as quoted from someone. :) When you cant go any further, stop. I know what I am doing...I don't wanna be like soccer players on the field who run up and down, get very very tired, but not scoring a single goal. I want results...not ONLY hardwork. If the partnership, for whatever reason, makes me run and run, but never strike any goal, I shall not continue.

Fluffy's time!

jQ's very busy at work. SUpposed to go starhub...but he had 4 cars waiting to be done up at 7pm. :( but...well, tt means MORE $$$$$! ok. I shall not complain.

ok, there are just too many dates to remember, and I was too lazy to jot down in my diary. I roughly remember these:

21st Dec: S&A dance dinner
22nd Dec: Babe's ROM
23rd Dec: Michelle's daughter's bdae
24th Dec: Xmas eve - celebration with Sisters
29th Dec: Nationals - Well, I booked 2 tickets from Clarissa. Who is gg with me? Let me know.

Our Love for Each Other...

Yet another rainy day. When will the sun come out again? I am really sick from this bad weather....and sickness has caused some "harm" to my brain. I'm serious, been sleeping for almost half of the day each day and making me dream alot. Messy dreams, and scary sometimes. It's making my mind go haywire....please return my sane self. *I'm mentally stable la*

Rested for the entire Friday and practically sleeping throughout and today inclusive. Am I wasting time or do I simply need the rest and not feel so guilty? What's wrong with sleeeping... Urgh, but I wanted to pack my wardrobe. I didn't...practising at West Coast in a while. Somehow I didn't really wanna think about Latin cos it makes me depressed. Mom told me what to do, but I haven't decided if I should heed her advice. Mom's partner gave the same advice. Wells, we'll see.

The year is coming to an end. This year has been a great year for work and love...and I hope it carries forward to the next year. I will work hard and achieve my best. I shall continue to be efficient, and responsible for my work, and complete all my projects on time and take up new challenges. Give me a healthy body...hmm I shall rest more and eat better.

It still comes back to dance. I think it pains me to know that I am not achieving much, and not able to progress the way I intended to. The answer will come to be soon enough I think......

I'm sure I won't be attending tomorrow's xmas dinner. What a spoiler....
Getting someone to help me with the gift then...
And I won't get the pressie frm my angel...
*disappointment*

Had a little tiff. I am REALLLLY feeling shitty. I hate this.

Again, I haven't really solved my problem. Why can't I just go ahead and decide my own path? Why does my decision always have sucha high chance of hurting my close ones? Mom told me to go ahead with the things I wanna do...when I am still young. But, I need to assess...is this really worth it? Or...in the first place, I am not in any wrong and I shouldn't be so emotional?

Stefenie just sms-ed me that I am going to L.A. Leaving on 6th Jan and back on the 21st. A long long 2 weeks.....I have mixed feelings about this. It's my first business trip, and my first time in L.A. I wonder how things will be like. And how I will miss my lil baby and jQ.

Well, down with bad flu. No fever...but been sleeping the entire day, and don't seem to be getting any better. :( Should I go on MC again tml...left body aches whenever I breathe in too hard. Urgh. And our department's xmas dinner is tml la.....I so wanna join. Please help me recover soon. I haven't bought the gift for xmas exchange. *whine*

*my baby peeking at Mom doing yoga*

*cheese!*

HAPPY 28th BIRTHDAY my DEAR!

4th Dec is jQ's 28th birthday. This year I didn't get big pressies, but we spent a memorable day at Marina Mandarin on 1st Dec...and had a sumptous seafood buffet dinner at the hotel. :) I'm sure YOU had a surprise!!! We'll celebrate every birthday together :)

*a close up of the bdae cake*

*Coming in early to prepare...awaiting you*

*jQ making a wish...*

*Cutting the cake*

*US*

*Buffet...it's so filling*

This year's xmas pressie came early. It's a Tiffany Gold Necklace! Darling THANKS SOOO MUCH. I wont't take it off no matter where I go! :)