Quarrels Quarrels....yesterday. But it ended off nicely......you came to my house and brought me for dinner. When I see you, I can't bring myself to be angry anymore. I wonder why...Dinner at Jurong Point. Dear never been to JP... :P Sooo sua ku lah....but u love it there, so many shops... so many fast food. SOooooooo much food, and we chose KFC. Buahahaha~ but both of us were starving like an African kid. I gobbled down 2 piece chicken, 1 box of cheese fries and 1 cup of root beer... FAST... Orh, by the way, thanks dear for subsidising my cardigan and my jacket. I love the purple jacket. I'm gona wear it this Friday, my last day with KPMG..... yeahyeah! Shopped arnd in Harvey Norman and Courts, walk walk arnd and it was time to go home! U got me my crispy seaweed too! I just finished it...YUMmmyyy. U fell asleep yesterdae on my bed. And lazy u don wanna wake up when I asked u to....TWO times eh....u just wanna hide under my blanket and snored ur way to sleep. TILL 530 am lor.....urrgh. Lazy boy~ I like....

Just back from dance. Saw Chek Keng today in office. HANDSOME HANDSOME. hahahahah!! puke. Ash claims that she will win .... who wanna fight over him lah. Silly girl....btw, HE LIKES ME MORE. ahhah. Bimbo ashley.

Oh, praise me please. I am sucha good girl I booked the YMCA today in Hong Kong today! Quite ex though....but i like the location. It's near Mongkok....lotsa shopping and eating to do. I can't wait for december to come. Gona book our Genting trip tml too...casino here i come again, MONEY MONEY. anyways....just one thing in mind now. jQ boy~~ loves.

PARENTS ARE BACK!!!!

scolded................................

for:

1) Not washing the rice cooker
2) Not vacuuming the floor, leaving thousands of strands of hair lying around mama's room
3) Not folding the clothes, dumping them ALL on mama's bed
4) Not coming home early to show them I miss them.... :( but I MISS THEM.............so much

Thought they are coming back at night so that I could have time to fix all my rubbish at home, erm. They came home at 330pm!!!!!

Finished that damn FS today....left with some formatting. Phew...I'm happier. A little. Somehow, am still moody....... :( Just love me.

Just got home and it's currently 3:07am...can't wait till tml to jot down my feelings for the day. Had the most wonderful session with my sisters Ade, Nana, Ling and Ping...talking and talking non-stop for nearly 8hours! Met at abt 7 at crystal jade for Korean food and was the "warming-up" session...still talking "sanely".... like normal topics abt work and life. The busy me, haven't met up with this bunch of malaus for a long time, and was a just a little distant for an hour or so....but the gossipy me quickly found back that feeling we used to have. So, it was dinner followed by shopping at far east. I was feeling poor...so did not even dared to try any clothes...haha. The best part was the tea session at the HK cafe at cineleisure. Spent the first part gossiping abt two broken wrists sitting less than 2 metres away and having them KNOWING what we girls were talking abt. The group of girls LOVE to comment. Just comment abt everything single thing that appears...we r mean most of the time. It was damn hilarious when Ade described to us how she fell down in front of her form class and NO ONE came to her rescue. I deserve to shoot myself...cos I laughed and laughed at the thought and showed no sympathy at all. then we were recalling how ugly we were back in our secondary school days and how we used to think that we look gorgeous. We discussed abt our old love...wahahahha....Yongming, Jason, Kenny, Robin....those Track and Field guys who used to drive us crazy. Yes...yes...we have bad taste. Very nice to have such a gossipy night...very crazy...I think we were damn loud lah...We discussed abt our Talentime in sec 4...and how ugly we looked in our This Fashion long dress with white giordano wind breaker and...........slippers. WE WORE THAT FOR THE COMPETITION! and we thought we look like angels. Then there were serious topics like how to get over a guy...the girls talk basically. I like~ It was a long long time since I laugh like this....Nana think the same too! We had lotsa childish acts...we just never grow up in front of each other. I shall keep the happiness in me now...cant remember what exactly we said, but it was fun fun fun!

Earlier during the day, had movie with Bao bei ling, ash and Kaimin. WHAT KINDA SHOW IS THAT! "Imagine you and me" It's abt lesbians...and throughout the entire show I could hear Ling sitting 2 seats away from me saying "so sick!! so sick!!" Oh my god...I am too conservative i think, but...NO NO NO....when the two girls look so loving, and towards the end of the show where it was supposed to be touching, I was turned off...every minute of the show I felt like dying. Please just kill me...and I was scolding ash "you and your wrong choice of movie!" SICK lah...if only we have watched Zhang Zi Yi instead...haha. Btw...Kaimin was damn traumatised. After the show she kept crossing her arms and trying hard to cover her breast...scared that we might touch her. And ash refused to let me go near her...ahahhahahaha. Then I was blaming Ash for this movie cos I was supposed to meet my girl-friends later in the night, and I don wanna feel like a les. Nice session too...!

Oh......23rd Sept: My hammy, Sapphire died. I thank you for being with me for the past 2 years and 2 mths....I love u and you have brought me fond memories.

I miss my boy...a lot. alot. THIS much. I really love his adorable face and his soft and chubby cheeks...oh please slap me pple, I am such a 花痴. But...yes, I love this boy. Hugs!!!!

Nights. I had a wonderful day with my girls and missing my boy.

I'm feeling better now, but gastric hasn't really gone away. Physical pain is not that bad....medicine will help. Started off well today....being alone. I like being alone for awhile......don have to talk.

Need to complete the follow-ups tomorrow......and read my SCB files carefully again.

If I don't talk doesn't mean I hate u...if I don't crap doesn't mean I am no longer cheerful. I need a little time.

No one is at home with me....I am scared.

Had my first meal half an hour ago.

I am getting my long lost depression again.....I get into trouble so very often becos of myself. I feel scared, and uneasy now. I don wish to talk to anybody except for u now. I need someone to be here with me now.....but I am alone. I blog many times....trying to say how I am feeling. But no words seem to be able to describe my feelings......I need help, but not sure what kind of help. I don need to talk, cos I donno wad to say....I need to leave now. I have phobia stepping into that place on the third floor....work is not difficult. Why issit so hard for me to get myself to face it now? Nobody sees me now, I can cry. I can cry....I am crazy in my friends' eyes, happy-g0-lucky...now back at home, I feel like hiding. No smile on my face. I have the urge to hide myself from everyone again, like I did in Uni 1st year.......U all don understand.....

I don't blame this person who reminded me today what I've done wrongly.....

I haven't been responsible enough for my own life...for the things around me. Too spoilt at home....everything's provided for, everything's taken care of. But.....work place is not my home. Told a friend how I hate myself for this, but day after day, I get worse and worse.....no more self discipline and no more motivation. Not a little left in me. How did I become like this??

A big mistake. Everyday I make one mistake....and my mistakes are becoming more and more serious and unforgivable.

I gona help myself....rest well today and tomorrow...and fixed things up soon.

Parents going away with Grandma tonight.....to China for a week. I'm going to wash n iron clothes, mop floor, water plants and do all that I don't usually do. Why do they have to leave me this week? :'(

"you performed badly..."

No longer a perfect girl. I wished I'm perfect...the way you want me to. I just failed terribly....I just did. What's with me these days? Just can't seem to be as bubbly as before.

Sorry I am selfish. Sorry I hurt you badly.

I am determined...to learn driving. By June next year.

I need to be strong. to let no one see my weakness......

I can't drink red wine! so i won't.

I am myself, and this is the way i am. I am different. No one is the same.....

Weak for the last time. No more tears.

Don't pity me cos I cried. I do not know how else to express pain.

One day, I gona learn to drive.

Another day, I gona forget about that immature, sensitive little girl with a small heart.

Furniture is here. Now my room is kinda...VERY....neat. Once in 10 years? Seems like I change my furniture every decade. hehe. It's only a room...and I was dead tired, shifting all barang barang out and organising them into groups, den moving them out of the room to make space for the furniture....den moving the same barang barang into the new furniture again, and organising them again. I swear I am not going to bring in anymore useless things ever again into my room! Even with the new furniture and LOTS LOTS LOTS of storage space, my things barely fit. Anyway, it's not complete yet....curtain isn't up, and the wall lightings above my bed headrest is not done too.....btw, somehow I can't capture the whole room, cos of angle problem. Disappointing. In the end, only took parts of it, which is not representative at all. Haha...will upload again when my curtain is done and head light is up!! gg for dance now. TAMPINES...argh.

*thanks so much for helping me. Though I gona be all alone when the contractor come... :) And for bring the bedside table back to IKEA to change.....hope ur gastric is fine.... *

* rubbish on my floor...*















*surfing net while contractor is bz fixing my wardrobe*















*this guy is super bz too....has thousands of sms*















*my sleeping corner*















*my fav rug!!*

I am currently feeling messy, yes MESSY is the word. Just MESSY.

1) my room is a heap of rubbish dump. Things unorganised and spreading all over the room...I no longer have a bed frame. Sleeping on the matress alone like a bangla....ABNN~ *wahahah, I almost married one*hehe

2) my mind was in a mess. Past few days were random too, do things here and there. Can't get my mind and words coordinated. Uttered lotsa hurting words to pple I love...just want my way without thinking AT ALL. yes...not at all. I just WANT my way...and quarrelled with pple without thinking about their feelings.

3) I almost married an ABNN. Well well well.....this idiot here was arrowed to do QB for banks, cos the deadline for that is 30th Sept, and my last day is 29th. So, I am the best person to do it. So, no past year papers, and when I asked my A.M. how to do...he said "i dono!" and i asked "who will noe?" he pointed at me "you lor!" can u imagine?!? And...he got his ABNN friend frm another unit to lend me this file for reference. On TUE evening, I hallucinated myself carrying the file, together with my lappy and senior file to my cabinet. So...on Thurs, I CAN't find the damn file. pls ask my babes how panicky I was...btw, I LOVE MY BABES and thanks alot too adrian...really helped me alot in hunting for the file. During lunch, I asked Kern Ann this:

T: Ask u...what happens if i REALLY REALLY cannot find the file?
K: 欠人家一个人情咯！
T: huh...
K: guy a girl?
T: guy
K: 以身相许bah....
T: 他是印度人leh!!!!!!!

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx silence xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Btw...when i told kevin abt this...and WHO exactly that ABNN was. He went "他住在我的block..." Thank goodness the file was recovered. If not...welcome to TingTing's ABNN wedding at Bollywood...and say HI to kevin ho, my neighbour.

So...had dance just now at CSC. and HJ has partnered up with SW...good luck! And we were damn mean lah. There's this guy...whom i think is 超丑 ... who acts cool when dancing ballroom. But...his face is.......UGLY...his posture is DISTORTED....and he thinks...he is COOL. He dances like a duck, and his face looks like a distorted monkey. OH...i deserve to die, I am soo mean. Kill me thank you. SO, we officially put him on our "hate list". buuuaahhaha...we name him CHL. Cao4 Hao4 lian4. pple....please be nice to me, in case u enter my HATE LIST...and all my frends are gona hate u too! cos...we are MEAN.

Furniture is arriving tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday the RSH and HSBC GAs treated Ziling and Kevin to 百乐吉祥restaurant at Paramount Hotel (Katong). It was quite a cosy dinner......and quite happy. Food was excellent, company was good, but I shall leave the details and the pics out for the moment. Cos I am currently not in the mood to describe the happiness we had...cos, i am not happy now. That's it.

I need to cool down.

And I do feel that I have done something wrong today. Still, there are things I can't describe....which made me the way I was today. I really do feel the stress coming up....i don like. Not at all. nights. Off to sleep and everything is gona be fine....

Back from our 2 day 1 night *short x happy* GENTING trip.

9/9/06 Saturday:

Was really proud of myself, I wasn't late! Jan was shocked too when she called me at 530am, and hearing my I'm-so-awake voice. Hey, I wasn't acting...I had my hair wrapped in towel and water still dripping from my body, sorry this sounds kinda obscene. I'm just trying to tell JAN I woke up a long time ago...wahaha. Soo....it was still a bit rushed, cos this lazy girl did not pack the night b4 and ended up not bring 1) cream for my rash 2) medicine for my face 3) Comb 4) Shower Gel / shampoo 5) CAMERA! CAMERA!

Cabbed to Lavender MRT station, and waited for the gang to arrive. Wowooo...me and Jan were the first to reach. *claps* I realise....if it's not work, I can be ON TIME. YY came right after us, and she rebonded her hair! Flat flat one, but so much neated. Yanrong! Say goodbye to your 毛毛hair lah...nice nice~ Poor Ernest, he got stomachache and stopped at Raffles Place to L.S....the LAST: ANDY YUE. Yue4 Zhong1 Ming2....muauauuahaha. During the trip we were making fun of one another's chinese names. Yuching is called Chen2 You1 Qing1....Jan is called Huang2 Yu2 Jian1...sounds like Hao2 Jian1 leh! Nah~ so, boarded our coach. Wooow, very HIGH CLASS wor! I am sooo excited to take this double deck coach. Yes. Please say sua ku...cos it's my first time. Normally I take Grassland....Really this bus is good. The seat is leather...and the leg rest and back rest are all auto kind, unlike those that u need to PULL and most of the time it's SPOILT. Somemore the chair is massager leh, OSIM on the move...haha~ and there is TV....quite nice the show. Me and YY watched this korean show that talks abt some cancer children one, and we so lousy...both cried like mad. Very enjoyable ride to Genting...quite comfy too! And YY is super greedy lah, she kept eating sweets NON-Stop.

Reached after a long 7 hours. Happiness!! Walked a long long distance to Genting Hotel, got our room keys and me, YY and Jan shared a room. Yuching and Andy was next to us...it's a connecting room. That stupid YC kept wanting to exchange rooom with me. :P That idiot...
Then it was lunch...had Bak Kut Teh which cost RM14+++...ended up paying RM18. GOT GOLD INSIDE issit! shit many lar~ Den we went to the outdoor theme park. I must comment that...ANDY, ERNEST, BABE and JAN were all soooooooo timid! Waste money enter to eat cup corn, candy floss and take those boat rides...hahahaha~ Lousy lousy. Connie was like an auntie...or shld I say mother? Waiting for her kids to finish the rides...and taking photos while they are waiting to start....and carrying our half-finished candyfloss. Ended up into 3 grps.
Group 1: Ernest and COnnie...doing SHOPPING in GENTING ???
Group 2: Jan and Andy
Group 3: Me, YY and YC....We took almost ALL the rides, except KIDS one. That YY hor....I told her I don wanna take the Space SHot liao (the one that free-falls from 10 storeys lah). Then while queueing, I was shivering (from the cold) and teeth was chattering (from..erm...the fear!), and I was imagining myself dropping from the top and dying~ I told her like more than 3 times "我可以不要坐这个吗？" She will ask me whether I bear to leave her behind..with a confident and I'm-here-dont't-be-scared face. Ohs anyways, when we were seated and preparing to go up, me and YY were sooo scared lor, and this attendent came and tell us "someone died here b4"...with a mocking smile. I was really terrified...if I were in SG, i sure SUE HIM. Back to YY...this act-confident girl, halfway up was screaming and screaming "雯婷！！！！ 我很怕！！" see lah! who ask u to force me to take this thingy.....we were squeezing each other's hand sooo tightly. haha. Den when it came to a halt at the top, I really wanna cry liao. I was shaking and asking 怎么办！？！？ 要下去了！

serve us right....

Dinner at this Good Friends chinese restaurant. Food...was ok. Back we went to our room to rest...b4 heading to the CASINO! As expected the three girls slept...till 10pm. And please say wow again. Cos we encouraged one another to wake up in the middle of the night just to gamble. wahahha....unexpected of us. The stupid ANDY was watching soccer and asked us to go ahead first...ya right, which...he did not turn up at all! slept till morning lor....PIG. ooooooooooo.....my jackoit luck was amazing. I was sitting at this ulu machine wondering how to play. I look like an idiot i swear...trying to press the buttons and making out what they mean. So...I was thinking of wad Adrian told me, and tried the 5 lines one. Sad...the first 10 dollars (200 credits) finished v fast...and I inserted another $10 note...for ur INFO...YY who was sitting beside me, was depleting her credits like nobody's business lor. Den suddenly one cartoon came out with the his thumbs-up...only like 10 seconds den I realise it was free play. My jaws dropped with the "credits won" kept jumping and jumping to 1400 credits...YY was shouting and screaming, and I was super stressed leh. I dono wad's happening!! Den it asked "take win, or double up?" YY and me were like "err...take win take win!" but very scared lah, scared I press wrong button. Den carefully went through ALL the buttons like a real sua ku and den press "take win". Then I went "den? after that leh?!?!" YY: "COLLECT !!!!" my gosh....den nothing came out loh, no coins, no ticket. Me panic lah...my money!! Den YY saw a card...and took it out. So i tot that the card will come out when u press "collect"...den came Jan's turn. She won like 400 over credits and pressed "collect"...and this time NOTHING came out. So three little girls waved to this fierce attendent who came and I explained the WHOLE scenario to him, from how i won to how the card came out and why now don have. He said " I dono what u are saying." Please kill me....sucha loooooser. Cos....i think someone left the card in the card reader so it was credited for my case. Actually we need to take a card from the attendent b4 playing loh. silly goose.

So, I won RM70 in less than half hour. Don wanna play liaoz, but it's just the start!! So we proceeded to the mini dice...and I lost RM100 in less then 1/2 hour! cannot take it...change another 100, and prepare to lose and go back to slp. oh, half way came babe and ernest...and super lucky leh. They only bet one 1 number...FIVE. and Every single time she bet on it, they win! and ALWAYS win double.....hee. BUT...at the end of it, me and YY bet on 5 and the two idiots DID NOT. for that game....all three dice were 5!! and we won ten times the amount...and me and YY quickly took and money and RETREAT. hehe. poor ernest....so he said "3 more rounds 3 more rounds..." heeeee~ lalalalala

Then back to sleep, and dead tired. Slept all the way till 10 the next morning...and had our buffet lunch. nice~ And had Buskin RoBBIns! Shopped arnd in a gift shop...and bought u a big big heart shape pillow...I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH....do u?

Back to singapore at 930 pm...and u came to fetch me. Seeing u for the first time after 10 days...i missed u soo much. U lost weight...handsome boy now. hugs~~

*So I still have the chance to go for such trips with my babes and hunks after I leave??*

Don't think I will blog tonight...gota sleep early cos tml gona meet at 625am for the coach to Genting. Our babes n hunks include:
1) Andy
2) Yuching ( i think he goes cos of..SOMEONE lah~)
3) Ernest
4) Connie
5) YY
6) Jan
7) Ting Ting (that's me btw)
*hope this will be one happiness many trip! gona treasure this sooo much...*

oops...ya. Pray for me. I gg to try my luck on JACKPOT. Hope my luck can be as good as our dearest Adrian.

Signed my contract. Done-d. Had lunch with Celine at Orchard...and wow, i realise I miss her auntie-ness alot. Good talk over coffee...I am gg to pretend I've nvr seen that LV bag. Never. Den she has to go back to work...ting ting made her way home.

Walking..walking...and..."YEAH I am gg to GENTING yeah!!! but...WHERE THE HELL IS MY PASSPoRt!" Tears almost dripped out of my eyes...an image of ting ting squatting at home while the rest goes to Genting, take pics...(just like that damn chalet!) flashed past my mind. I could almost see my $160 growing wings lah~

It's definitely in dear's car. And he is in MALAYSIA...*dumbfounded* My heart missed a beat...3 beats i think. called his sis for the very first time...let me digress at this point. The few times I saw his sis, she gave me the idea of a fierce lady. With few words, n actuallie i am scared of her. Finally, I had a chance to talk to her, and I kinda like her. *wink* Soo...the car was NOT with her lor. and told me you lent to ur friend...hundred and one friends leh, how i noe who!! Luckily me n my tiny, but intelligent brain filled with smart brain cells guessed who u lent to. CAlled HIM...and arranged for the delivery of my passport. BTW............................................u left my passport in the car and lent to ur frend!?!?!!? muuuaahahha...nvm. I insisted in not bringing it home anyways. :)

*waiting for dance at CSC later....and for tml trip! and...for SUNDAY when I can see u again...and....tt's it. I am not looking forward to Monday btw. for the most obvious reason. Blog again soon!! byee*

I'm so sad, NOW...that My face is rash-ful! really sad many~ after seeing doctor loke for a few mths my face finally showed improvement, and after THAT day, wonder whether I put on make-up for too long, or issit I never take care of it, or issit too much potato chips? Or..issit I stopped the anti-biotic, not my face is getting swollen and itchy again. Especially with sweat and the heat...NOW, it is itchy.

陪 baobei ling to Kimage for her hair cut. took bus 130 to Funan...and i was waiting to stop either at the back door of Funan or the main entrance. So was looking for the familiar busstop...which just did not appear. So...the bus stopped at the SIDE of Funan, and this idiot here was staring STRAIGHT. So missed the stop......and I was acting as if I did not miss my stop. But I pressed the bell TOO fast lah, think the whole bus knows. Who cares. * i do * Duh...for 2 bus stops...I thought it will stop, which it drove past. That's it........

I am broke. Yes. cos, I DID THE HAIR TREATMENT! yes. Hair treatment. what happened to my "save money" plan? Sooo, I was telling Alvin (kimage leading hairstylist) how bad my hair became after putting alot of gel and hair spray and how i tied my hair during the competition...using the BABES and HUNKs language. I went:

“就。。。就。。。。我的 ends 变得很干。。。就就就 etc...."

I forgot ONLY we noe what we are talking. So alvin gave me and ling a PUZZLED look and asked:

"什么就？"

And me and Ling burst out into laughter. hahahahahahah.....best lah. NEVER talk to outsider in this alien language wor! Btw, CLICK is no longer showing. Thanks to kevin....who found the movie time too off on Tuesday when I was still very eager to watch.

Oh yeah~ I am a very happy girl today. When Alvin was drying my hair, my phone rang. I stared at the screen seeing your pic. I was SHOCKED. I wasn't expecting your call lah~ I asked u how u were, and u said "I'm very very very very very very very ... TIRED." poor thing, but so cute. hugs~ U were v sweet. U told me "I don wanna go again next time, cos I don wana leave u here alone." I am easily satisfied one lah... *wink* eeeeeeeks, u told me ur legs are bleeding cos of the leeches. Oh my goodness....i wanna see u now.

gg to be on MC tomorrow. so are YY and Adrian. oh..........WE ARE SICK....

gg to watch "大男人小男人" very nice~and meaningful....

Today I was earlier. muuuahhahaa~ I need to try to wake up earlier and earlier each day. From 12+ to 11+ to 10+.......cos, my new job requires me to start work at 830am!!!!!!!!!!!!!! possible? possible? Better be possible, otherwise, I gona be jobless soon. FIRED. BABES ARE GG KTV! kevin ho wans to be in the house. So he organised this KTV and left me out!

Btw, I successfully uploaded pics from my CANON ixus 65. but can't upload still onto my home pc. wad's wrong?!?!? So....pardon me if this pics are RANDOM again. I shld shoot myself now, cos I am always this random. See if ur pics are here! if not.....too bad.

*this is my living room....someone says it's v neat. COS i took the permanent rubbish away*
*one of the moves*
*this is my bed! baby girl bear on the left....from U...dear likes to arrange my bed lidat*
*this is where I always MSN...ooops. That's korkor~*
*me and Auntie Jane. Look at my FACE! now, i've got pimples again~*
*bimbos!*
*he kept asking me why i never post the photo...HE WANS to be ON MY BLOG lah....wahahah~*
*Kevin & Gerard!!*
*me and my beloved Celine....I will miss her. I still owe her HER BRACELET lor*
*the day I tendered....these ppl went wang jiao LKP*

Back from Javanese massage. One hour $30....I like it alot. From head to toe, I almost fell asleep with the soothing music. It was really therapetic. It really made me hallucinate abit lah, heehee~ I'm broke, so mom paid for it. Going out with mama is good.....went to the titbit shop and she bought us potato chips and twisties. :P childish. But I like~

Yanrong signed her contract today. YEAH! We're going to have 24 days of annual leave + 2 days of family leave. That's 26!! Alot orrrhh.....finally I don't have to work OT to earn that 5 weeks of leave!! yeepie!

Told YY during lunch that I was surprised I felt totally ok these days that U weren't around. But..........no more ok now. Can't deny that I am starting to feel quite upset being alone here without you. Been 4 days~ Another 5 days and I'll see u again. I hate counting down. Don't leave me alone again lah~ I want to go with u next time. really.

*5 days to seeing u again. hugs~*

Work start officially at ....... 2pm today. Time set by WENTING here. I wished I had gone to office earlier. Cos I met someone perverted on the train at Commonwealth station. must be the SEXY top I wore today lah...and with the FIGURE i have, haha~ so today was soooo warm lar at home, so I wore my Mango pink cardigan without ANY other top beneath except my NICE WHITE BRA. Walked into the train, stood near the door with many ppl around~ in less than 5 seconds, someone behind me said "HI!"

Turned around and saw some who

1) has lousy complexion

2) doesn't have a good build

3) looks perverted

4) was grinning at me

5) looking at MY CHEST *there's nth to see at actually*

This guy shld really go and jump down the 10th storey and NOT die, and suffer from permanent paralysis. *sorry............i don mean it* bleh

pervert: "hi, you look familiar"

ting: (damn lao3 tao4) "issit? But you don't look familiar..."

pervert: "are you from NUS?"

ting: (wah lao...think the whole world from NUS issit..) "no. I am from NTU."

pervert: "U graduated?"

ting: "ya."

pervert: "which year? what you doing now? from biz ad?"

ting: "2004. doing audit. no...I am from accounts..."

pervert: "working where now? why so late? can go so late meh?"

ting: (none of his business..!!!) "don't feel like gg den don't loh."

pervert: After a long silence...."can I get to know you?"

ting: "NO"

pervert: "But I am interested in knowing you...why cannot know you?"

At this point, I was............DISGUSTED. what why....WHERE got ppl lidat one!!!

ting: "I don't normally make friends lidat..."

pervert: "me too. but can't you make this an exception?"

ting: "cannot. I don't want."

pervert: "oh....am i scaring you?"

ting: "YES."

wahhahahahahah

pervert: after a long silence again...."I really cannot know you?"

ting: "NO."

pervert: "Not able to contact you? MSN?"

ting: "NONONONO."

* i am showing adrian my blog....and HE IS CURRENTLY STARING AT MY CHEST...buuuahahah. lalalalalalalala. HE IS THE PERVERT ACTUALLIE. no lah~ duh!*

btw...bye. I am going to LKP soon.

*dear, I MISS U........................*

*me and GWEN*

*pornstar...ahhahaha. Tt's wad we call her...I like this pose*

*irene can be a 2D model...bleh....I like to take pics of her....every angle is nice!*

*and...BINBIN is a lousy photographer. so blur lah.....but blur = pretty!*

*gwen looks idiotic!! hurhur~*

Skipped work today. On purpose.

Woke up at a shocking 12+. And did not meet Celine as agreed. I am plain lazy. My new company HR called me today.....and *sob*. I can't find my transcript lah.......den did my internet banking stuff. (btw.......my 1st bf called me 1 min ago. And i told him "I AM WRITING MY BLOG NOW LAH"...hahahahahahhahahaha.) So he just came back from London. After 4 years.... glad he is doing fine!

Kevin dua3 me today. say go watch CLICK together. end UP NEVER GO! Luckily this popular girl here has plans.........met up with Irene, Gwen and BinBin today at Pacific Coffee for irene's farewell. Hee...she is gg to London for secondment. (one back from London, the other gg... :P) Had a great time, but too bad....Irene and Gwen came late. VERY late...and I had to meet HJ at 7. And..I reached at 735 lah. I WAS SO guilty.... supposed to go library to borrow some books. Yes...yes pple, BOOKS. I can be intellectual too....the point is....I DIN MAKE it. Cos this glutton here was gobbling down some KFC chicken and forgot the time. By the time I was abt to go, it was......840. NLB closes at 9. Thank goodness...no need to read. Hahahahahah~ nah, I shall go again soon. Shopped arnd pennyless....saw a $2 earring, and was glad they don't have anymore new piece. haha...TWO dollars only, and I was sooo careful with my money. K**G is not gg to pay me this 20th. F**K!!!!!! I am gg to die moneyless.

*dear PLEASE let me leech on u for awhile...love love love love many*

tata, I'm gg to slp. Night world.

Some pics for my Ballroom (standard) comp.....I didn't take for my Latin comp though :(

27th August 2006 : KL Shangri La Hotel

*Took after the Finals...I was dead tired*

*Ranked third here*

*finally washed-up! Dinner with Des at Shangri La ballroom*

3rd Sept 2006 : SBDTA Dance Championship

*group photo with my fellow AUNTIES and UNCLES who competed in beginners*

*mama did my hair today....I like~*

*ranked fourth over here*

U have been away for......so long. JUST 2 days. That's not the point...it feels like 2 years. *sob*

Today: SBDTA Dance Championship 2006
Result: Novice Category 4th
Feeling: just...OK

Woke up at 8 this morning...and the usual hair-do and make-up. And off to Civil Service Club! Today's a nationals...and supposed to be a 'small' competition with just Singapore couples. but...wow. They are strong......no 'play play' couples AT ALL. NONE. soooo I've down graded to a 'play play' one...haha. Nah~ Today's Quickstep was hell. But I am really glad we stood firm with the constant blocking and bumping, and no step was done wrongly despite all these 'mishaps'. No matter where we hopped to, these two other couples were going the same direction! And every corner of the dance floor me and Desmond went was CROWDED and CHAOTIC. gosh....it was an improvement...good job des~ Good leading by my partner I have to say, but I AM A GOOD FOLLOWER!!! lala

So....all except us and one other couple danced in the pre-amateur category. So, getting fourth is fine. I'm gg to work harder...and see U PPLE in the next comp. I am gona beat u. Yes. After the comp, me, mama, mama's partner, teacher, auntie Mary and my partner went to this Hokkien Restaurant in Chinatown for dinner. Good food...but I was not able to eat so much.

No more comps coming up as yet...the next one gona be International....in October. Training gona be fierce....I am gona be fine. I need a good massage. NOW.

I am tOOO bored~ waiting for dance

*super FREE now*
The new mattress arrived! Nice. Sooo.....I tried to upload photos from my handphone. It's working leh...so must be the installation of the digicam got problem lor. Must wait for you to come back help Ting Ting check out. I'm being really random, cos these photos were taken like quite SOME time ago~

How is BeeBee now? Trekking in forest and swamps? Bring me please....you claimed that I can't carry the 13kg bag. I CAN CAN CAN....pls bring me. heee...I am sucha nuisance. Time to load ur photos! I know u r gona kill me, but.......................... i am sucha sweet little girl.

Went JB. Had burger while waiting for your car to be washed.

*me and babe during course. heee....lawrence calls her PARTNER*

*we are irritating. took photos in front of course instructor....we are SICK*

Back from IKEA. * yeeeeeeeeeeiiiippppie ya ya* I am waiting for the day, My room is gona transform to my dream room! Clean, neat, white. I forego my bedside table though, which is my "must-buy" item. Cos my room's not big enough for it....my invoice amount : $1616.

1) Bed Frame
2) 6 drawer closet
3) BIG BIG BIG wardrobe which almost reaches my ceiling!
4) got MOM her long awaited vase for the living room

To Get:
1) Rug
2) Curtain
3) frame for my ART WORK....wooHOOooo
Optional: Floor Lamp

DATE of delivery is this coming Tuesday ~ urgh, but I CANT. Dear is away....Daddy is working.....Tingting is working.....Saturday cant too.......Tingting is in Genting! final decision...16th Sept. What a long wait~ but, IT'S OK! Good things are meant to be waited...lalalalalala *matress is coming!*

Just some photos from CONNIE BABE! cos...I just can't get mine out of my camera YET.

*Very disgusting lah....Baobei!*

*babe took photos EVERYWHERE....for ur info, there are strangers in the lift one lor*

*on the way to buy my egg tarts....look so auntie from the back...thats NOT ME!*

*i'm taking Adrian's drink!*

today:
1) Ling and Ernest's last day in K**G
2) Me and YY's 2nd day after tendering
3) Kevin's first BLOG is set UP!
4) You went away for trekking
5) My first day using my IXUS 65!
6) It's TEACHERS' DAY

Wowwwwwwww................but, none of my business.

I m such an idiot. I dono how to upload the photos in my camera LEH! Or...is the USB port on my PC spoilt? I am gg to read the manual some day....but I INSTALLED already lah. I am getting dependent....come home quick dear~ need help

Today we had lunch at Coffee Club. Farewell for Ling and Ernest. Sooo many pple turned up! I super LUgi lah. I ate country pie worth like $8? i paid...................................$16 in the end. (total bill divide by alll the pple there....) i shld eat the most ex item there! or maybe, eat 3 country pies? wah ahahahaha I made Ling stand at the lift lobby to take photo with the K**G logo...embarrassed many. Upload the photos another day bahz....sickening PC... Wish ling ALL THE BEST! Soon it's gona be my turn~

Then it was walking up and down in office~ 'T' already really feel different. wooohooo. *btw...i miss u now. still on train? Or reached? hope u r safe.......* 540 pm : keep lappy and off I went. and more photo taking.

Den it was dance @ civil service club. Comp is on Sunday....lucks. Btw, I am gg to IKEA tml morning with HJ. My things in the room are overflowing lah. I NEED STORAGE. I am becoming impatient.......and my money is depleting. *matress coming tml! yeepie*

Oh, Kevin's bloggie has ME ME ME! *yo yo ting ting in the house!!* duh~ to babe: stop bullying me. I am "IN THE HOUSE" and I have no plans to get out....lalalalala

byebye, I gona figure out my camera.

HEY I'M MOVING ON!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you sooo much...

Good news coming up one by one, and I can't help smiling...I am gg to remember these good things that happened to me. By writing them all down today, on this blog....I wanna treasure all that I have, and remember that I am fortunate.

1) I love my family.......wish everyone good health. Gona spend more time with Mom n Dad, and hope korkor will be happier each day.

2) I love my babes, hunks and all my dear friends. U are always there for me, to share my ups and downs. No matter how busy I am, and how much you think I don't care....friends are important to me! I am blessed with friends who really luv me...and are v true to me....

3) I love you dear. You gave me the best of everything, and I am very happy with you. I am gona work hard....and "support" u...hahaha~ Love u so much. Tml dear is gg trekking....and wont be hearing frm you for days. But I am gona think of u~ take care of urself and come back safely ok? Hope u enjoy ur trip...and ting ting's gg Genting on Sat with my babes. Will see ya on Sunday k? Hugs...

4) I love my dance....partners, teachers. Both my partners are nice and hard working. Teachers are sincere in training us...and not commercialised. They gave us extra hours everytime when it comes to competition. I thank you teachers. HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY, casey & Mr Tay!

5) I've got a NEW JOB! looking forward....

6) I've got a NEW CAMERA, Canon ixus 65. Went Expo with Kevin, Ernest and babe just now. Got a good deal....599 for the camera with lotsa freebies! I am gg to bring it with me to take pics of Baobei ling tml...i am gg to miss her. Really....Ling, u r still gg to come pick me to west coast mac once in a while rite? Been with her since Uni...to KPMG....now we r finally gg separate ways. bye bye ling ling

7) I've got new SOFA!! It's dark purple and very nice striped cushions...daddy has good taste!

8) I've got new MATTRESS! It's....$350 after discount. Gona get a GOOD sleep this saturday. It's arriving then!!

9) Going to GET my entire set of furniture for my room next week when u come back~ say HI to my room!!!!!!!!!!

*goodnight boy~ tml is gona be a tiring and packed day for u. Sleep tight and have a safe trip...waiting for u~*